i'm not your typical stoned 18 year old #xo
"I am trying to find the courage to be tender in my life. I know violence is weakness. Only the gentle are ever really strong." #jamesdean
if i had one day, one day when i didn't have to be all confused and i didn't have to feel that i was ashamed of everything • if i felt that i belonged someplace... you know?
Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts. I was better after I had cried, than before. More sorry, more aware of my own ingratitude, more gentle. #throw
Once we get comfortable enough any situation is like working a job.
The first week you get there on time you do your duties without error, you pay attention and you arrive all alert.
Then a little time passes and you get tired of doing the same things over and over. Your mind becomes an algorithm it becomes a program. You punch in, you punch out, and in between you try to figure out ways to beat the fucking system.
It's the same way with relationships, first few months you're clean as a whistle. The next few months you're doing as you please. Fighting, yelling, coming and going. That's enough to drive us all mad. "So tell me what do you want!?" I yelled over the phone. I couldn't take it anymore. "I just want to be with you" said.
The next day came and we never spoke again.
And I think I was okay with that, I couldn't take it anymore.
We couldn't take it anymore. #RealityHurts
Feliz cumpleaños Primooo! pasala 💣💣💣te quieroo!!
Love is a violent flower blooming in the middle of my bones.