I’m just going to vent because I’m so tired of holding everything in and it’s like I want to be happy around people and sometimes that’s hard for me so I’m constantly ruining people’s mood and I feel like such a burden and like a problem all my friends throw around so they don’t have to deal with me on there own, but how can I blame them if I was in there position right now I would just give up on me. I’m not worth the struggle, they can’t fix me. I’m just at a place right now where I wish I could just slip out of life and be gone unnoticed. Everyone would be so happy cuz I wouldn’t be there to bring them down. Don’t get me wrong or anything I love my friends I mean I don’t necessarily have a lot but there’s only been a couple that have been there through my hard times. I just wish they realized how thankful I am for them and how much they mean to me and I want them to be happy even if it means I have to fake happiness and slowly leave. Idk I just don’t know what to do anymore to stay knowing I’m constantly bringing them down even when I try not to or fake it till I make it or even just hide in a hole until I’m forgotten. I’m so pathetic I kinda hate myself but that’s normal. Does anyone relate or understand?
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I really have the urge but it’s day time and I don’t want to get caught doing it ugh but I’m just so tired of all of this I really can’t. I actually need help and I want to tell someone but I can’t. All I want to do is cry and just destroy myself and my body, I don’t like saying this but i just hate myself so much
It’s the shittiest feeling when the people that are supposed to support you the most act like they think you’re worthless, when I already feel the same way about myself. I want to scream in their faces that almost every day I really want to kill myself and there’s not much holding me back. No one notices the signs that I’m clearly depressed let alone the fact that I’m so unhappy with my life I don’t even make an effort anymore. I don’t even try to talk to my friends anymore because I know that they couldn’t care less about me. All I want is for someone to realise that I’m at such a low point in my life that I no longer believe in myself. I don’t care about how other people feel about me because nothing compares to the hate I feel towards myself
All the fucking time.
I always feel like I'm bothering everyone...
So I quite often end up deleting a lot of things because I don't want to irritate them.