Two things here..
1) Yes, I had to start over from square one! Smh! But, It's all good! At least you all can watch me as I transphorm!
Also, You can probably tell by looking at my shoulder.. I have a bad case of Scoliosis! Although it doesn't slow me down, it takes away my ability to compete! However, that's ok too! You don't have to be extraordinary to be amazing!! 😎
We're all amazing.. Special in our own ways!
Hate me if you will, call me what you want. Say I’m crazy, selfish and obsessed. I will tell you you’re right.
Because with each rep, my head says hate me cause I’m lifting and not sitting on the couch and maybe you are? Call me nuts for going everyday without rest, when my brain says stay on schedule, it’s all in the plan. Crazy? Yep! Crazy enough to want to push harder and love myself more! Selfish? ABSOLUTELY! So selfish in fact, that I want to live forever! For me, my husband and selfish enough to see my kids grow old in age. I’ll be selfish ALL DAY LONG if I know it means longevity for them. Obsessed? Maybe a little. Obsessed to feel healthy, obsessed to feel that inner fire everyday. Obsessed enough to prove to myself I will reach those goals with whatever amount of obsession it takes.
However you see me, however you take me, know this. Whether you build me up or try to break me down, I WILL NOT STOP. I have too much on the line. For you, for me and for them. I’m in it until the end.
Bonus picture for today:
I’ve never known love and joy like I do now that I’m the mommy to this handsome fella. There are no words that can come close to expressing how intense it is. It’s overwhelming (in the best way possible)💙🤱