Prom night 2003 was the day I told my mom this was the last time I would wear make up, high heels and a dress. Mom was so excited and I wanted her to be happy and i would smile but I was very sad on the inside and scared. My prom date that night, an amazing human being. Fast forward 15 years later, mom and me! I am so happy in this pic, and ready for what the future will bring. So so glad I didnt give up and so glad I am still moving forward! #transman #ftm #ftmpanama #tbt #transisbeautiful #myjourney #one #day #at #a #time #happyman
this is my first testosterone lab report. i'm disappointed with the amount of testosterone but hopefully, if all else is well, i can increase my dosage. it'd be nice! but, in most happy to see progress.
Worry about yourself baby I'll be good 🐣
Sometimes I feel ashamed of wanting to pass as cis but honestly? Fuck it. It's what I'm comfortable doing and it's how I want to present my body. Sometimes I feel envious of people who can openly look as trans as they want and wear whatever they want freely, but I'm not comfortable expressing myself in that way and that's ok too. I just want to feel safe and accepted, like anyone else out there who's trans. I just go about navigating my transness and my masculinity differently than some others. One thing that will never happen though is my masculinity becoming toxic. I keep that in check as much as humanly possible. Anyway, tl;dr I want to pass and I don't think wanting to pass is inherently bad.
#transman #transgender #transguy #transmasculine #transmasc #queer #pansexual #bisexual #gayboy
Having some fun 😜 •• I remembered back when I was in gymnastics we would always climb the ropes for conditioning and wanted to see if I could still do it!
This is really good for conditioning- feet or no feet - as well as strength. If you’re gym has one I suggest you try it and see how long it takes you to reach the top. #challengeyourself
My second trans health appointment is next Thursday and I’m absolutely terrified my doctor is going to prolong my wait for testosterone...fingers crossed 🤞 .
#transgender #transman #testosterone #lgbt
I don't tend to post comparison pictures usually, but this feels like a milestone - I have an interview tomorrow for some freelance work from a company I've never met before, and I got some smart clothes to wear for the occasion. The difference between the first photo and the second one is amazing to me. I remember that second photo, taken before another interview around 13 years ago, and I cried and cried just after it was taken. I remember feeling completely self conscious and humiliated but I had no idea why. Now I know, and looking at that first photo makes me so happy. Looking back at how things used to be I can see how much transition has helped me, and I feel so lucky to have managed to get to this place. I still have a long way to go (ahem, VOICE CHANGES!) but things are on the right track and it's brilliant. 😝WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW!!!💪💪💪
#nonbinary #transgender #transmasc #transmasculine #lgbt #selfie #ftm #transman
Good night from me and my little boy ❤🐶
it’s worth the wait. it really sucks when you’re waiting to transition, but you will all get where you need to be someday. i waited a little over 3 years to get on testosterone and i still have to wait a bit longer for the rest of my transition. to get personal for a bit, i was admitted to the hospital for suicidal thoughts and threats because of my dysphoria from not being on testosterone. now i’m on testosterone and nearly all of my dysphoria from being pre-t is gone. it was a really hard wait for me and i’m sure it is for a lot of you, but trust me when i say it was worth it. the amount of genuine comfort and happiness i now feel is worth the world and i would do it all over again just to feel this. your time will come eventually and even if you’re struggling now, just know it will happen. stay safe and try and find good coping mechanisms
its really awkward taking selfies w my back camera bc the front camera sucks but it b like that sometimes
ill share a secret: i'm just as self- conscious going to the gym as i was pre-t/top surgery. i wear black to hide my figure, i hide my scars in locker rooms, i avoid busy times, and I try to look broader and taller (key word "try" LOL). I'm proud, but I cant help compare myself to cis guys there- it can be a mental battle, i know guys.
I PROMISE if ppl care to judge you, theyre even more self conscious than you are. don't. let. anyone. stop. you. its okay to be afraid, but it's even better to be afraid and show up anyway.
#ftm #wilsonsdisease #ftmtips #1yroffT #ftmfitness
Hell yeah we be supporting trans lesbians 💛 We be supporting trans gays too. You are not less deserving of love for being trans (nb folk included!). Remember that. ~Ernest 🍃
#trans #transgender #transwoman #transman #lgbt
she’s so in love with all the things i hate most about myself
Hi, go listen to the 1975’s new song “love it if we made it”
The North Carolina Zoological Park! 2,000 acres, the largest walk-through zoo in the world, and a day well spent for us two 😍
Living it up; esploring. 😁♥️🌴