Its all a social construct that is all meaningless in the end..we let so much creat our lives when we are not creating one ourselves. Think of the possibilty if we were actually free...to think, to love, to share,to play, to work, to support, to listen, to talk, TO BE!!! #THOUGHTS #vibes #over #some #heads
Do you sometimes think you're not enough and can't get anything done?
Yep, that's me right now... Not only right now but I've been feeling like this for some time now. Am I studying the right thing? And if I would change my field of studies could I get into the courses? Can I make this Instagram page work? I know I need to work on my pictures here cause otherwise no one will find my account and actually read the stuff I write.
But I've been feeling kinda unmotivated and drowning in self doubt. I feel like I don't have anything special I want to work for in my life. And that's bad, actually really bad. BUT I was watching some videos of a website called actualized.org and it made me realise I need to work for myself, not anyone else.
Everyone expected me to go to Uni, study, get a 9-5 job, so I did go to Uni. Even though at the moment I feel like I would rather work and have more time for things I enjoy doing (yes sounds weird). If you are feeling down or lazy, really think of why you feel like this! And then change it! For example me, I am not a lazy person, however I am lazy when it comes to studying (for uni; I love educating myself about various types of things)...I think it's because I can't really see my future or I'm not aware with what I can actually achieve after graduating and I know it can be awesome things. Having a proper education is important here, but it doesn't mean you have to work in this "field" your whole life.
Do what makes you happy! If you don't like your job, quit. If you don't want to study and work instead, do it. If you wanna move out, go for it. Whatever you do in your life... It should make you happy. Money, status... These kind of things don't matter. Freedom, friends, family, happiness... That is what matters. Having a life to live for and not working to pay your rent.
I can make a change, and you can too! Remember self development is the most important thing and it will help you live a happy life.
#isharemythoughts #followme #newaccount #thoughts #selfdevelopment #happiness #loveyourlife #motivation #bemotivated #takeactions #iwillpostmore #hopefullybetterquality
I recently learned that my joy rubs some people the wrong way. Has anyone ever heard something more ridiculous? “What the world needs now is love, sweet love. It’s the only thing that there’s just too little of. What the world needs now is love, sweet love, no not just for some but for everyone.” With all the recent turmoil our world is experiencing: school shootings, animals going extinct because were killing them at records high, the instability of our environment, war, hunger, racism, abuse, neglect, exploitation and I can go on...why would anyone take the time to be bothered by my happiness, which is something I didn’t always have. We want more love...we want happy people roaming the streets. And if after all I just shared still has you feeling anger, here’s what I have to say to that: “Dear enemies, haters and doubters. I have so much more for you to be mad at. Just be patient.” All your anger does is further fuel my ambition and determination. “Out of the issues of your heart your mouth speaks.” “Your perception of me is a reflection of you.” #tuesdaymotivation #tuesdaymorning #changeiscoming #chroniclesofiris #tuesdaygiving #love #peace #bekind #quotes #quotestoliveby #thoughts #blessed #gratitude
I don't think we recognise how often we struggle with ourselves as a person, so much so that we push more than one things at the back our heads because the truth threatens to disbalance our life.
It soon gets the name of denial, resurrecting itself in the form of mistakes that you are too cowardly to accept as yours. That is probably the upside of accepting your mistakes, strength.
No one can actually point out in your direction if you have made sure to accept all your mistakes and when the fear of people knowing parts of you, you yourself are unaware of is conquered, is there anything to be really scared of?
In this world, at the time you are existing, the exact hour, minute and second that you say yes to something or no, kiss the pair of lips you have been dreaming of or nod your head away to thoughts of future that you know does not exist, jump in the bandwagon of the flow because so you have heard, it's easy and does work- yes, this moment will flip around everything. Accept it. Let the knowledge settle.
As for the flow, it does not actually work.
Who are you kidding? People never say it works because it does not. They only say it is easy. Our choices, our desire to assert ourselves forward in soft mud so that we leave behind imprints on some ground- urges us to break the monotony of flow.
And even if does not, think about all the great stories that start with revelations. Yeah, that's people breaking away from a flow. No one wants to be stuck in a routine, no one wants an ocean without waves or air without breeze. The wild child inside you, the one that gives you the high, the one that refuses to settle will not let you.
And I hope for your sake, I hope for your sake and your happiness' sake you never break that child apart ever by feeding it the reality of a regular flow that exists only in a cardboard box without any holes. -ananya, 20.03.18