#selfharrm

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idk if it’s just me but i’ve hit the point where i basically avoid any news or anything really bc it’s all so horrible and depressing 🙁 like i’ve stopped looking at other posts on instagram because there’s just so many uncaring people who don’t seem to care at all how much they hurt others. i just don’t understand it 😞 i feel like i’m overreacting too much but it makes me so depressed when i see all this stuff happening and for whatever reason it makes me question the point of even staying here when everything is so horrible. i’m not going anywhere dw it’s just..disheartening i guess. i’m not sure how to explain it i feel like i’m not doing too well sry. i just wish people would stop being so blind and actually have some empathy or compassion for someone other than themselves or only people they’re close to. i can’t believe it’s too hard to do. just think..what if instead of having so many bullies and stubborn people refusing to believe anything but their own beliefs..we had caring people and people with open minds willing to accept the differences of everyone. just think how things would be..would so many of us be struggling with depression or anxiety or eating disorders then? idk it’s clear in my head but confusing when i write it. my point is..what you’re going through is not your fault. your depression or whatever disorder or feelings you have..don’t blame yourself for them. yes sometimes you make mistakes but they don’t make up who you are. mistakes are there to guide you to what’s right..but too many times people stop at the mistake and keep doing the same things over and over and they get stuck and discouraged and everything crumbles. i completely agree that this world rn is horrible but we’re all a part of it so make your mark. every single one of you matter and you all have worth. don’t let all the bad drag you down you can achieve anything ❤️ gn 🌌✨ . . . . . #depression #depressed #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
This is just how I’m feeling right now. Not titled as of now. 6/21/18. “Emptiness and Hate...Emptiness and Hate...I have no reflection but all I see is emptiness and hate...No value or worth still to this date, I’m falling in an abysmal state of emptiness and hate. No matter how hard I try to abate, subserve, appease, help, and aide, it all just leads to more pain and hate. The tears of rejection, the scars of dejection, the manic wars of depression and oppression. The suffocation of voices, the recollection and hallucinations of incensed penetration...They all seek to destroy me. Lord, please...I need you to intervene. Your rotten child cries for the touch of her Father’s ethereal healing...But even You I cannot see while you view me...Branded as abnormal, an anomaly of man, viewed as the problem, of course there is nothing but emptiness and hate. Powerless to help protect the one I love, too stupid to find other means to provide, and I bring disappointment and disdain to my very own family who misunderstands and blames me....So, they must also see the emptiness and hate. But are not able to fill or purge it...So the shadows encompass me, the darkness mocks me, my ego laughs, judges, and criticizes me...And my anxiety just shows evermore my emotional instability and vulnerability. So as I fall in the unending void of the blackness who welcomes me so, the emptiness and hatred continues to grow. And I don’t think my reflection will ever be known....But maybe perhaps....a sliver of a glow...” #mentalhealthawareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #majordepressivedisorder #obessivecompulsivedisorder #depression #posttraumaticstressdisorder #ptsd #selfloathing #selfhatred #suicidalideation #suicidalthoughts #suicideprevention #selfharrm #speakyourtruth #yourstorymatters #youarenotalone #helpmeplease #iamasuccessinprogress
and actually keep their promises too but oh well I gave up on that it became too funny already to believe #girl #sad #depressed #sadgirl #depressedgirl #depressedboy #depression #empty #unwanted #unloved #ugly #sadboy #sadgirl #sadness #selfharn #selfharrm #blackandwhite #black #white #feelings
honestly imo suicidal people are some of the strongest people i’ve met....and few people truly understand how much strength it takes to fight your own mind every day . . . . . #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
i absolutely hate it when parents think they can make their kid do whatever they want bc they’re a parent and the kid is obligated to help..which isn’t true at all. why are they treated any less of a person just because of their age..age does not always define intelligence or worth . . . . . #depression #depressed #suicide #selfharrm #sad #anxiety #thoughts #alone #emotional #tired #numb #tears #scars #fear #anorexia #relatable #selfhate #ihatemyself #whyamiliving #suicidal #mentalillness #cutting #crying #fightforlife #fighter #suiciderecovery #depressionrecovery #staystrong #recoveryishard #nevergiveup
I finally joined a gym ahhh, I’m so happy. Now I can actually get skinny. If you want to see updates and shit follow my other account @skinny.drreams 💖 • • • • • • • • • #lost #givingup #igiveup #depression #depressed #depressionquotes #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #bulimia #mia #selfharmmm #selfharrm #selfhate #icut #icutmyself #ana #idontwanttobehere #wanttodie #iwanttodie #aneorexia #deathaesthetic #death #hurt #deadinside #deadalready #imfuickedup #overdose #boyscuttoo #cutting
*POSSIBLY TRIGGERING* I’m not sure what it is, but pain, and lethal thrill are the few things that keep me alive... ironic right? Well it’s just, the adrenaline it gives you makes you feel utterly invincible... it gives you the power to feel no fear or emotion, and for your feelings to briefly evaporate. #recovery #recoveryispossible #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryquotes #anxiety #depressed #depressing #depressedquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #suiciderecovery #selfharrm #selfharmmm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #nevergiveup #ihatemyself #selfhate #bulimia #selflove #selfloveisthebestlove #itgetsbetter #fightyourdemons #sadhours
Okay so we just arrived to our apartment (I called it a hotel in my last post but who cares it’s an apartment hotel) and this place is so beautiful ! 😍 It’s so gracefully decorated and I love it here yaass. 🙏🏼 ✨ I normally don’t want to go to summer cottages or villas for a long period of time because I usually have plenty of time to think and that usually means I’ll got more depressed and suicidal than I was before going. But we’re here only 3 days so that’s okay and I’m really happy atm ! #ocd #ocdlife #ocdsucks #ocdproblems #anxiety #anxietyhelp #anxietyawareness #fun #summer #awareness #mentalillness #mentalillnessisreal #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #recovery #addictionrecovery #addiction #cutting #selfharrm #depression #depressionproblems #depressionlife #depressed #suicidaltendencies #suicidal #itsokaynottobeokay #depressionawareness #mentalillnessisreal #me #memes
Heute war der erste Mottotag von unserer Mottwoche. Wir hatten das Thema Kultur. Ich ging als "Ballermann". • #psycho #love #fucklife #life #humanity #dead #depri #depressiv #depressed #ritzen #suizid #suicide #selfharrm #gedankensindgefickt #triggerwarning
Hey everyone ! Me and my family are going to a hotel today. We need drive 3h there and due to my antidepressants I get horrible moving sickness so yeah I’m not looking forward to that 🤨 The original plant was to go to visit my stepmom’s parents but my little brother got sick and my stepmom’s mom didn’t want him to come which means we can’t go at all (her parents are stupid anyway so I don’t really care). So now we just drive 3h to a hotel and there’s a spa close to us there so we’re going there tomorrow 😌After all I’m feeling ok! #ocd #ocdlife #ocdsucks #ocdproblems #anxiety #anxietyhelp #anxietyawareness #fun #summer #awareness #mentalillness #mentalillnessisreal #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #recovery #addictionrecovery #addiction #cutting #selfharrm #depression #depressionproblems #depressionlife #depressed #suicidaltendencies #suicidal #itsokaynottobeokay #depressionawareness #mentalillnessisreal #me #memes
Haben einen neuen Skill - 5mm Magnetkugeln 100stk. Ich liebe diesen neuen skill 😍 Heute morgen steht nix an, da Sport ausgefallen ist. Gleich gibt es Mittagessen und dann haben wir Basisgruppe und psychoedukativegruppe mit dem heutigen Thema „das innere Kind“. Der Stationsarzt leitet diesmal die Gruppe, mal sehen wie es wird. Ansonsten geht es mir gerade ganz ok und ich bin gespannt wie der Rest des Tages wird. Heute Nachmittag kommt mich Patronus besuchen darauf freue ich mich schon ☺️ #mentalillness #struggle #intensive #anorexia #selfharrm #anxiety #depressed #ptbs #panicattacks #bpd #borderline #grenzgänger #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #staystrong #dissociation #blackwhite #eatingdisorder #recovery #thoughts #feelings #recoveryisworthit #clinic #therapy #dbt #skill #staypositive #thinkpositive
😥These days have been getting harder by the second. I'm losing like two of my best friends for stupid drama shit that always seems to get in the way. I lost this guy I really liked because of it. I can't ever seem to win.😥 Tags~ #anorexic #anorexia #selfhate #worthless #imsorry #selfharrm #selfharmmm #bulimia #bulimic #cuts #broken #hurt #lost #depression #depressed #triggered #triggerwarning #lonely #mentalhealth #pain #suicidal #fat #scars #anxiety #blood #sad #cutting #razor #razorcut #blades
I'm not afraid anymore... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #selfharrm #selfharm #selfharmmmm #selfharmmm #depression #depresed #sad #Blood #hatemyself
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