The past week has been filled with ups and downs. My intention has been to stay positive but to be honest it's not easy. I'm doing well and I keep that focus in check but I'm finding myself in very weak states (emotionally and physically) from time to time. When that happens I have turned inward, found my strength and pushed thru. It doesn't always feel good in the moment but I know it will return gold. There is something transforming inside me that is even greater than this new hip. #Resilience
. This is not the moment I would have picked for myself to deal with some deeper personal issues but life has presented the opportunity and I choose to oblige.
I am currently facing an obstacle so large there seems to be no path thru, but there always is. It may break me or tear me apart, I may feel absolutely hopeless, like I'm jumping into a wood chipper, but if I focus on my goal, on my desire, and have integrity in what I'm doing, I trust I will emerge from this adversary stronger, richer (emotionally), and better for it. I remind myself everyday, I am always capable of change if I am willing, and pressure makes diamonds.
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