My newest project that may take fucking ten years with me only writing 1500-2000 words a day, but fuck it, I’m writing.
It’s not to get famous, or to make money, this is healing.
I didn’t realize how hard it is to write about your own life. Putting myself back into traumatic situations, painful, heartbreaking situations, forcing myself to consider how I felt, if it was a fair feeling, to really search out my soul, to find good things and faults in myself, as well as others, to try to separate myself from the situation to really analyze it.
It’s why I write just a little bit a day, some days I write nothing.
It’s emotionally exhausting, but in the end, I can say I went back over every single moment in my life, and maybe, by sharing my story, I can help other people, let them know they are not alone.
Salt water mermaid is a working title, another was “Maneating Kinkerella”, which I have recently vetoed. #project #itsabouthealing #projecthealing #learningaboutmyself #learningfrommyself #selfcare #writer #maybeitllbedoneintenyears #progess #feelingthepaintohelpinthefuture