I am slipping through the crevice of a dark eternity, circling the hours in my carousel of agony while looking through the black window, curious as to if there was ever room for the broken in the light. Through the doors of this shattered chariot, I ask of you to tell me what you see in my dulled eyes.
I've carried on for so long with these burdens and regrets within my dying heart, I've looked at the colors of everyones tears while my own remained without feature. My sadness and existence became a burden upon you all and I couldnt take it any longer. I know of the awful things said behind my scarred back even though the ones who claim to be truthful say otherwise, how can I believe in the love and care which is flaunted before me when hatred is spread across the smile of the speaker?
I'm sorry to my guardian angel, who's soft words spoke into my ears and guided me towards a road of success only for the demons to rip her tongue from behind those beautiful lips, I'm sorry to you my dearest friend, that I can no longer wrap my arms around your body, but I wish for you to know that while I stumbled around as a walking corpse, you had the key to my heart and soul. I ask of you to remember though, remember that I will forever watch over your successes and failures, and to help craft them into the pavement of your life's road.
I'm running out of space to write, so as my blood drips down and I take my final breaths, know this "I love you"
And whenever you want to talk, look at the moon during the blackest nights, I'm always listening
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