Halo - the day has come 💔
The day I feared the most since I picked you up on December 29th 2010, in an icy night at Berlin central station; the day I had to decide that you won’t suffer anymore.
Since before January you’ve been fighting DCM, a fight you couldn’t win but you’ve been fighting harder than anyone I know. You healed my heart whenever it was broken. Now that your heart got sick, I could not cure it. Letting you go is the greatest pain I've ever felt, yet I'll never stop being thankful for every second we’ve spent together and everything you taught me. You've taught me more about life, dogs, people, what it means to be calm, to be patient, to be strong, to slow down and breathe, to believe in myself, to not give a damn about other people’s opinions, to renounce, to set priorities, to cry, to find my way, to go to church, to take a rest at the spot where the sunshine breaks through the pines but above all about LOVE, than anyone else ever could. You’ve been that ‘once in a lifetime dog’. The one I’ve been wishing for year by year underneath the Christmas tree. The one who’s Chaos as a dog but irreplaceable as a best friend, my toughest teacher, my biggest challenge, my final enemie ... my soul dog. I’ve grown on you and I’ve grown up and old with you. It was you I shared the most beautiful and most painful moments with, you were the first dog who’s been to the sea with me, you believed in me and trusted me when I didn’t even trusted myself, you’ve forgiven me all my mistakes, you’ve been there when no one else was and you're that one special dog I’m someday going to tell my kids about on Sunday mornings while having breakfast, secretly thinking to myself: damn, she would have grabbed y’all in the ass so bad, boys!
Isis Halo Unreachables - Mishka, Halinska, Baby nut, Mo Cuishla, you will never be forgotten, always be remembered!
The most beautiful and bestes dog in the whole wide world. Thanks for making me a better woman. I’ll miss and love you forever, H - in this life and that beyond.
Just returned to a sunny hot day in Honolulu and it feels great to be back after an exhausting and action packed trip to Japan. I’ll be sharing a few photos from my trip over the next week but will be releasing a few blogs on the trip with galleries of photos for those who want to see more! I’m so happy I was finally able to visit this beautiful country and see so many things. I already have a list of all the places I didn’t get to and know I’ll be back next year! If you have any specific recommendations comment below so I can add them to my list!