Muchas veces nos equivocamos pensando que la vida de otros es perfecta, porque quizás tienen algo que a nosotros nos hace falta, pero saben una cosa, solo es cuestión de que se detengan y analicen bien todo lo que tienen, podrán darse cuenta que tienen todo lo que necesitan, ni más ni menos.
Recuerden que lo material se hace, lo importante son esos momentos que nos llenan el alma de alegría y que son solamente nuestros.
My youngest: has ALWAYS loved her bed. Doesn't like to be rocked. . Normally I give her a blanket & pacifier she will fall right to sleep. Today was challenging during naptime. She has fought it for over an hour. I checked on her several times. Comforted by letting her lay on my chest. Placed her back into crib and now she screams"Mommy". She's so worn out! Praying she will go into a peaceful sleep soon. #mommaWantsSlience
Yesterday was a challenge enough with my oldest. Her behavior was outrageous. #GiveMeJesus
Just goes to show you #myLifeIsNotPerfect
but with God all things are possible.
#sunset #mylifeisnotperfect #lifeisnoteasy
Cuộc vui nào cũng có lúc tàn.
Người gặp nhau cũng có lúc chia xa.
Sự đời tan hợp là thế.
Duyên hội thì sự thành, duyên tán thì sự tan.
Ngẫm lại cuộc đời chưa quá bán, nhưng chia ly cũng vài chục lần.
Cuộc sống là vậy!
Ai cũng có cuộc sống riêng.
Thấu lẽ thường thì nên vui sống cho riêng mình là thế.
Hạnh phúc thay cho bản thân tìm được những niềm vui nho nhỏ.
Để quên đi những nhọc nhằn, âu lo hằng ngày.
July 19, 2014 I lost the greatest fan of my life, my daddy... That day I lost it all. I lost myself, I didn’t know who I was anymore or how God expected me to live with such devastation, pain & grief.
I tended to my horses daily, but never got them out of the pasture. It wasn’t their fault, its just that some of the greatest memories of my daddy were with my horses and I was not prepared to face reality. ⁛
The days & months passed... I stayed locked in a dark room & sat in the floor with my head buried in my lap as my dog tried to comfort me. I wanted nothing to do with the world, there was nothing left of it for me. I didn’t celebrate holidays, stopped going to church, refused to go to family outings, I became a stranger to my friends, I hated the things I once loved. My eyes stayed swollen & bruised, clothes fell off of me, I didn’t eat most days & when I did I was sick. I’d tremble, have nose bleeds, panic, hyperventilate & black out. I was alone in the darkest place of my life for nearly a year.
Until June 2015: mom said to me with tears in her eyes “Just put a halter on one of the horses & brush them”... The thought of waking up everyday without my daddy was hard enough- now I gotta try to face something my daddy was always supportive of... something I loved so dearly, now seemed unbearable but I was killing myself with depression.
So I put a halter on my mare & started brushing her, which led to me saddling her up. I put my left foot in the stirrup & as I swung my right leg over, an indescribable weight was lifted off of me. I could breathe, I could actually inhale & exhale without feeling as if I was suffocating. I rode for the first time since I lost my daddy... ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
It was that day I realized that horses were not in my life for the money, buckles or trophy saddles to add to my collection. They had a bigger purpose! God knew that horses would be the only thing to bring me back from rock bottom. Horses took my hand from the devil & lead me back in the hands of God, they saved me. I still struggle every single day but horses are there to lift me up. No amount of winnings, buckles, saddles could compare for what they do to my heart.
I Don’t deprive myself, I’m just dedicated. I’m not starving but fueling for my goals. Not working out for hours on end but working out consistently. I don’t have much equipment but just some dumbbells and a mat!
I’ll help you with the tools you need and start feeling amazing again?! Let’s buddy up and be stronger together?! Message me for info...no strings attached! #lifecoach
Theres so many people who get sucked in to people's lives on social media. We can all look at one photo and think someone has the absolute perfect life, the dream house, dream car, perfect family, but what you don't see is the anxiety, the stress, the self doubt, the feeling of failure, the low days, the days they hate them selves, the days they physically have to drag them selves out of bed to go to work or even just function, the days they think they are an awful mum, awful wife, just an overall awful individual.
We are all humans with real raw emotions, don't always believe a smile means someone has the perfect life. These are the
people don't see because I have always choosen to hide them.
#depresion #puttingitoutthere #dontalwaysbelievewhatyousee
#anxiety #notgoodenough #tryingtobestrong
Today is a good day but I wanted to get my message out there that these days are real
15 years spent more on medication than off medication
I choose to try and make the most of each day
Nobody can complete you, nobody can make you happy or change your life for better. Fall in love with yourself and love, accept and respect those who care for you and then you will feel happy with some bad days in between of course otherwise would life be so boring 😃 #causeichoosepositivity #mylifeisnotperfect #butiloveitanyway
If you only knew the thoughts going on in my mind at the time I took this picture.
We all put on a brave face for our followers and friends, but in reality, life is not good every second of the day. We choose to only show the good and never the bad.
#mylifeisnotperfect #deepthoughts #ifyouonlyknewmystory
This is what my ideal morning would look like,
Cozy in bed
Enjoying a cup of tea
Reading the word
It’s quiet and peaceful .
Hasn’t been for a while....
However, this pic does look similar to when the kids go outside to play, and I have a brief 30mins to run up stairs, curl up, thank God for the small moments I have alone with Him, and soak up whatever I can from His wisdom💕
#chronicpain #chronicpainwarrior #neckinjury #insomnia #prednisone
As I type this I’m sleep-deprived, my fingertips are numb, my arms are throbbing, and my neck hurts. I have nerve root irritation in my cervical spine. I’ve been in chronic, widespread pain for about 20 years, and now, this. I have an MRI on Tuesday, this is my third day on Prednisone, and I didn’t sleep last night.
Sometimes I feel like my body has betrayed me. But, today, I will thank my body. It has endured so much, and I am stronger because of my weaknesses. Survival of the fittest? No. Survival of the weakest. It takes courage and the heart of a warrior. #painwarrior
I just dont give up ...
I choose to live with hope ☺
We were not put here on this earth, perfect. We have the potential to become perfect in Him. There was a time, that I used to wake up thinking, today is the day that I will read my scriptures, say my morning and evening prayers, be the perfect mom, be the perfect wife, and be the perfect Latter-day Saint. Some days, I do pretty well, others, not so much. President Russel M Nelson once said, “Perfection is pending.” •
This life is full of passion! It’s full of hurt, heartache, hope, and happiness. That passion doesn’t come from a life of perfection, it comes from a life of imperfections. •
Beating ourselves up for our flaws doesn’t make us the person that God wants us to be. He loves us for who we are. We are enough! •
#mylifeisnotperfect #momlife #ilovemylife #mommylife #thisismylife #parentlife #momblogger #parenting #mommylife #mommyhood #momlifeisthebestlife #mommysgirl #mom #bestofmom #lds #mormon #familymoments #imamormon #thesimplifiedfamily
Have you ever said “I can’t workout from home there are just too many distractions” believe it or not I used to say the same thing now I just turn my blinders on to the chaos and get it done anyway even with pauses for pee breaks (mine and the kids), snacks, meltdowns, time outs,to break up fights etc! #thisismylife