Everything about me is a mess
This is my opinion on life
🧡What one word describes you the most?
This bitch had to be trippin on something!! Article:
WARRENTON, Ore. — A Warrenton woman told police she put her pet Chihuahua in the oven and turned it on because she believed her ex-boyfriend was inside the dog.
The suspect, 28-year-old Noelle Moor of Warrenton, Oregon, was arraigned Wednesday on one count of first-degree aggravated animal abuse. She will be back in court March 28.
When police arrived at Moor’s residence in the 110 block of NW 4th Street in Warrenton, on March 19, they found the dog, a 7-year-old male Chihuahua, on the burner of the oven. The dog was dead.
The oven was off when officers arrived. An officer said the residence still smelled of burnt hair and flesh.-source:wcnc
The dog was taken to Clatsop County Animal Control for investigation.
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How about a little mic drop for #NAMIWalks
? We passed the $2 million mark two weeks before our first walk of the year. 🎤🎤🎤
Marco smashing it today, very proud. 👊👊Marco has been suffering from severe OCD for years related to Asbestos, he would shower for hours if he just saw white specs on him anywhere. He was unable to walk anywhere near building sites or if anyone was a builder nowhere near them. Marco has had therapy from top London hospitals, lots of CBT But was missing the steps needed to get on the path to OCD recovery, really proud of his dedication incredible effort 🙂
Let me tell you how it feels...to worry all the time. To feel as if your trapped. I constant wall; it stops you in your tracks. And then the panic sets in. Heart beats fast....cold chills....begin to sweat...feet and hands go numb.....taste of metal....ears ringing. Everything’s too loud. You feel like everyone’s watching, witnessing your weakness. Everyday is the same. You wish you didn’t care, you wish it didn’t feel like this but it does and it will for a long time. You try to reach out but your slowly sinking. Into a pit of darkness. Scrambling for a hand to pull you out from its depths. But no one listens. It is called anxiety. #anxiety #panickattacks #mentalillness #mentalhealth
Le printemps est ma saison préférée... les arbres reprennent vie, les bourgeons appraissent ❤🍀💙
Anyone who lives with Bipolar Disorder knows how maddening a "switch" can be. You go from on top of the world to feeling stuck in the deepest part of a forgotten ocean.
What do you do when you've hit a wall? *Link in Bio*
I think I went abit too extra~~ well not just abit-- alot bahah
So last night I attempted suicide again. I took a pill OD but I guess I only took enough to knock me out. I can't even kill myself right. Woke up in the morning throwing up and I just feel groggy. Same shit at work. Its so weird to carry on with my day to day activities like nothing happened at all.
Its weird to think that anyone you come across in your daily life could have tried to end their life the night before and you wouldn't even know. Everyone puts on a brave face and pretends nothing is happening. When did this all start? Having to hide how you're feeling so you don't "offend" anyone else. What sort of life is this.
#mentalhealthawareness #suicide #depression #GAD #BPD #Negetiveschizophrenia #mentalillness
FAKER 2.0. So, of course there are still people who think we fake mental illnesses, that they are not real. I made a list for bipolar and anxiety, so I’ll clarify anorexia symptoms. Let me ask anyone with this opinion which parts you think I’m faking for attention.
😑 The frustrating absence of private toilet time due to purging risks?
🙄 Orthostatic hypotension?
🤕The damage I’ve done to my body due to starvation syndrome, dehydration, and consistent malnourishment?
😖The absolute joy of gastroparesis and it’s following treatments?
🤥The lies and deceit I’ve used to hide my eating disorder from others (hmm this might be contradictory.)
😬The struggle of trying to overcome an eating disorder while suffering also from symptoms of my other mental illnesses that stifle my appetite and sabotage my attempts to recover.
😶The loss of hunger cues over the years, causing my body to deny its need for nourishment.
🤔 The need to be held involuntary in the psych ward for three weeks?
😫The need to be admitted to a residential treatment for my “supposed eating disorder” where I’ll spend an excruciating four weeks away from my life to attend groups, 12 steps, and constant monitoring and meal support?
😑The need for spending five full days a week in a partial hospitalization program for continued meal support?
🤑Not to mention the cost accrued from these treatments!
😔The loss of physical ability to perform enjoyable tasks, hobbies, and exercise (also, the exercise restriction put on me during recovery.)
🙁The concern that I will never recover.
😵The very rigid meal plan that started quite small but now with about 3,000 calories a day prescribed by my treatment team that I need to follow to try to recover my relationship with food, as well as hunger cues.
😒Having to be weighed every day in PHP because I am not weight restored at the time.
🤪 Instagram cuts me off, so, again, if I’m a faker, I’m a damn good one! What symptoms are you “faking?”
'Stop stressing over shitty people'🌙
Havent posted in so long because so much has gone on; for more updates definitely go and follow my other account @chronically.laurenn
Ive been feeling so poorly and handling College is hard. Im trying my best to balance all my work with everything but its so hard because I dont feel good.
My friendship group has also been all over the place lately and been making me feel worse mentally. I fell out with one of my friends at College because she was being really horrible to me.. my other friends other than one all then blamed me and stood shouting at me over it. All the arguing and shouting made me really anxious and I got so upset. So upset that my tutor and curriculum leader decided to send me home and let me go and talk to my mum about it. Since then my friends have spoken to me and found out that everything said was all fed to them by the girl I fell out with and none of it was true. She was supposed to be one of my bestfriends so I cant believe she would say all that about me but trying to just forget about her and concentrate on my College work this weekend. I should be seeing one of my friends tomorrow so hopefully I feel okay and things go fine. Ive managed to resist all urges over the past 9 days.🤞💪💕
#mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #depressed #selfharm #addiction #chronicpain #chronicpainwarrior #chronicillness #EDS #ehlersdanlossyndrome #IBS #CFS #TMJ #spoonie #chronicpainawareness
I got an hour of sleep because I decided at 2am to clean my room and I had to babysit at 6. Didn’t get to bed until 4 and I had to be up by 5 so I’m excruciatingly exhausted today 😂😬🤘🏻
https://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/ In Puerto Rico, the number of suicide-related calls to the hotline more than doubled from 2,046 in August to 4,548 in January, according to department statistics. Suicide attempts have also climbed from 782 in August to 1,075 in January, data show.
I was a disaster responder for years. No matter where I was on this globe, it was the integrated care teams of responders, triage workers, and mental health workers that had success in bringing a sense of normalcy back to the families. Suicide Prevention Hotline
Disaster Mental Health is normally available after natural disasters, but fewer and fewer psychologists, counselors, psychiatrists, and therapists get trained and take these courses making it more difficult to provide integrated disaster relief care. .
FEMA and American Red Cross provides these trainings. Before you come for me about what these orgs don’t do, stop. Just get the training and be one of the ones that can help. Communities in need benefit when those of the community are the ones helping.
How people responded to my mental health revelation... Link in bio ❤️
ich finde dieses bild und meinen arm so wunderschön. jede einzelne narbe, jeden einzelnen schnitt. wie soll ich so begreifen, dass das alles nur eine täuschung ist, wie kaputt und verletzt mein arm in wirklichkeit ist?
ich hab die letzten tage in denen ich mich nicht gemeldet hab, viel über v nachgedacht, zu dem ich gerade abstand brauche. ich bin so verliebt in ihn, aber sollte ich mich wirklich mit jemandem einlassen, der noch kaputter ist als ich selbst? aber es ist unfassbar, was ich nicht nur bei ihm spüre, sondern auch bei mir. diese intensivität, unerreichbarkeit, abgründigkeit, tiefe und dieses zerstörerische, nie komplett greifbar sein, kaputt, woanders sein. er ist der zweite mensch dem ich in meinem leben begegne, der auf meinem planeten sein könnte, der genau so ist wie ich. die zweite person in meinem leben, die mich sieht. sollte ich so einen menschen einfach so gehen lassen?
i‘d be crazy not to follow // follow where you lead // your eyes // they turn me // turn me into phantoms // i follow to the edge // of the earth // and fall off
(radiohead: weird fishes/arpeggi)
er ist wie ein sog, und ich weiß nicht ob ich mich dem entziehen kann und möchte.
#m #mentalillness #recovery #mentalillnessrecovery #borderlinerecovery #bpdrecovery #borderline #bpd #depression #anxietydisorder #panic #agoraphobia #anorexia #suicide #death #emptiness #hate #selfharm #scars #cutting #stitches #shame #selbstverletzung #svv #sv #schneiden #narben #triggerwarning #trigger #psychiatrie
Holding hands💕 This cat brings me so much joy, I am so grateful to have her in my life😻 Happy #caturday
, remember to give your furry friends some love today 💕
It’s so easy to lose yourself when trying to please other. From a relationship standpoint, a friendship, a family member, at work and or life in general. Don’t let this happen to you! Always remember you need to be at 100% before trying to help others. Pleasing yourself first before anyone. Your LIFE, live it well and always surround yourself with positive people! •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Who can relate to this message?? Comment below! Are you a people pleaser?? 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼 💥💥💥💥
It’s easy to feel under pressure to make the most of the weekend but don’t forget it’s TOTALLY okay to allow yourself a #duvetday
too! Listen to your body; if it wants to rest - let it rest! It is #selfcaresaturday
after all ☺️😘 #mentalhealth
It's never easy dealing with binge eating disorder.
and It’s certainly NOT the same thing as having an emotional eating.