'I prepared myself but it still hurt.'
And slowly everyone will.
I didn't think that it would end this way. Call it being weak, being confused, being lazy, being depressed or being scared. But, everytime I ran away from everything.It would come back to me.I thought of the most negative things just so i don't hurt my expectations or hopes but it still hurts.I preapred myself.I tried.But i really didn't want all of us broken in the end.'Now how will we pick up the pieces?' I'm sorry I pushed everyone out it's just instinct, the fear just took over me. I ran away because i kept on saying 'it wasn't real...it's just a nightmare and things will change.' I don't know how to explain, everyone deals with things in different ways and this was my way. Maybe it was wrong but that's just me.
I'm sorry I let everyone down. Maybe too many times.
I hope one day we meet again and you see the better me who can be there for you always once i finish fixing me.
I want to change. I need to change. But, it will take me time. Bye till then.
'Why do people leave without saying goodbye?'
~^because you all wanted me to write longer pieces~
°• THE CLOUDS REALLY NEED TO CRY NOW. RAIN PLZ•°
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