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So today's mother's day in Egypt and I'm supposed to buy my mom a present.. But how am I supposed to buy her a present when she treats me like shit? All she wants me to do is to lose weight and get the highest marks and fuck my feelings and everything. She always compares me to other. Always like "see that girl she's prettier than you" "see this girl is skinny be like her" "see your friend got higher marks than you" "see that girl is more talented than you" oh well I'm so fucking done. I don't want you to compare me to others bcz I already hate myself and I've no confident already. Last year in August specifically I had the worst anxiety attacks I was so so so depressed and I was crying the whole day for like 2 weeks it was really hard and I barely survived with my uncle's and Internet friend's help. It was bcz of school and that I was so scared that I won't get the marks my mom wants and I was so scared that she'll take my phone. When I wanted to talk to my mom about it she was like you're faking it, why are you like that? You're so hopeless nobody loves you and she started talking shit even tho she's supposed to help me she made me feel way worse and my anxiety was getting worse and worse.. I'm trying so hard to control my feelings. Like I'm so close to have a mental breakdown..
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