At the end of the day, they are the reason I'm still living and breathing.
Nothing or no one can do anything to alter my life in any way compared to these 2 persons in my life.
I work my ass off day and night just so I can be the perfect mom in their eyes.
Anything I do in my life, be it avoiding family gatherings, outings with friends, working super late, working out for a better health, controlling my diet and nutrition. Everything I do so that I can be their role model.
If I have ever hurt anyone in the process of being the person that I need to be for my kids, then I am very sorry. I have never intended to do so and I have never been that kind of person too. I too am an imperfect human just like the rest of you.
So I guess all I'm saying is, please don't take offense to the things I say or do because I don't mean it that way. Sometimes as a mother and wife and daughter in law and daughter, I have to prioritize my family first.
If in due course, it means I have to lose friends or acquaintances, then I guess life goes on for all of us. Just know that you'll always be in my heart and I'm always just a phone call away if you need someone to lend an ear. I am not going to change who I am.
Most importantly, I love you. Always have, always will.
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