I'm definitely in one those 'take me back' moods, but I don't even know where I want to go, I think it's just a 'get me out of this rut' kind of mood.... I've been talking loads recently about plans and my lack of them, and I think it's just emphasised how lost I really feel. I am rejected from every job I apply for, I am discouraged throughout my college course to the point I have wanted to drop out, and not only do I not know what I want to be doing next year, but I have no general idea of what I want to do ever... My life is literally a blank canvas and I thought that was a good thing but now I'm thinking maybe it's not... #oneofthosedays #takemeback #getmeoutofhere #learningtolovemyself #whoami #whatdoiwant #lost #totallyoverthinking #illbeokay
7 years ago today I took my first ever solo trip! I remember crying so much the first night I was away...! But since then, I've grown to love it so much, I actually prefer holidaying by myself than with others 🙊😂 Now I'm comfortable going to gigs, the cinema and nights out all by myself! It's really quite liberating! We're only on this planet once, make the most of it!
2011 - Majorca
2012 - NYC
2013 - Tuscany
2014 - Tunisia
2015 - Cologne
2016 - Copenhagen
2017 - 10 weeks travelling Europe
2018 - NYC, Philadelphia & Montreal
2019 - Dubrovnik
2020 - tbc....
Not sure if I should be happy that today's events didn't even phase me: 1 car broken into, my car died THREE TIMES and eventually towed to shop. I think I have just reached the point where I expect things to go to crap these days.
But, at least we still have our cute pups that love us. :-) #lifeintheghetto #getmeoutofhere #southeverett