Do you ever look back and think of the "What could have been?" moments?! This is me 2014 literally weeks before I made the move to Melbourne. My eating wasn't 100% but my exercise regime was hardcore and working. Mind you at this point I wasn't working anymore and had more time on my hands. I was at the gym at 6/7am and then again at night with @maitz_13
at 7/8pm. It all worked around what I did throughout the day. I probably lost the most weight in this small amount of time. However in saying that I was obsessed with the scales I weighed myself every day and if the number didn't lower I'd come back the next day and train harder. I was eating 3 meals a day all the same meal and my snacks were rice crackers with hummus 🤔 I know, weird right? But it worked for me and that's all I cared about at the time. Looking back some days I think "man, if I had of stuck to this strict eating and gym regime I would be this size by now" I was honestly looking for a quick fix and some days I struggle so much within myself that yeah I wish I could click my fingers and I could just drop all this weight I gained over time. I don't express my thoughts a lot only because I'm not an expressive kind of person 😕 but there is a lot of struggle mentally, physically and emotionally and sometimes not even my family see it only @maitz_13
So although so many amazing ladies DM me saying they love how confident I am it's taken me such a long time to get there. They say knowledge is power and I truly believe if back then I knew what I know now my weightloss would have definitely been more successful and my doctor wouldn't be pushing me to have weightloss surgery (not that there is anything wrong with that.) I jumped into this journey unknowingly and didn't know anything but what I had learnt watching my bestfriend @amaninz_
and because I was so unprepared my journey restarted and I ended up heavier then when I started. It's not a quick fix and as cliche as it always seems it's a lifestyle change and it does take time. Some people get it in the first go and some people like me try and try again until they get the hang of it. I'm more confident in my ability to lose weight this year!!