do you ever feel like everything's going great, but then all of a sudden (mostly at night), your heart just gets so bloody heavy and you just don't know why.
those tears you just can't seem to control inside. maybe you remember something from the past. or maybe you feel pain but don't remember anything at all.
"what the hell is wrong with me?" you ask.
how can i be sad, when i was happy a second ago? how could i crack jokes a while back, but be so numb to humor now?
there is nothing wrong with you. alright? nothing at all.
you are just different. you are not one emotion. you are all emotions, all at once. you are a bright sunshine (smile), but also a heavy rain (tears). but that doesn't mean it's always going to be a teary night. you have the ability to bring back the sunshine again.
you know why?
because you are you. you are free. you are one of the few, who was born with a soul that feels too deep.
this is not a curse oh humans, this is a blessing. just because you are not understandable, does not mean you are anything less than special.
you are art.
and art is meant to be felt.
and you feel a lot, don't you?