Dear mum ✏️ Thankyou for carrying me for 9 months, 3 months of me crying every nights and only sleep during the day, poor life, the struggle you had to go through because you had to raise another life (me) other than your struggle self.
You had no idea what have been in this mind of mine, and if you see life the way I do maybe we would be like sisters, because I love you so much.
But you are where you are and I am where I am. You had to struggle for me to have the life I do today so for me to able to see a better life than you do, to not struggle for money and food and living In a shitty ass shelter during your pregnancy, and without the struggle of living, I had spare moment to have a peace of mind to view and watch the beauty of life compare to when you were my age you were only thriving for money to raise me.
I see your sacrifices and struggles you have been trying to tell me, I understand now more than before.
I will learn to accept how you view life, its not easy to see a beautiful life when you have to go through so much. I'm sorry to never been able to see pass that.
Only when I struggle I'm able to understand where you came from, but I will refuse to stay where you made a mistake to not leave. I will learn from your mistake, so I won't repeat for the next generation.
Thankyou for sacrifice your life for me.
Your husband can leave you anytime but your children are your blood and they will always be your blood.