For The last couple of months there's been more downs than ups and it haven't been easy at all. Feeling low and struggling with pretty much everything that comes your way makes you mentally exhausted. And especially with The holidays coming up and missing your family and friends, no visits or night shifts so you can sleep the holiday away, doesn't make it all better. I know I got a bad habit ignoring problems and pretend it's all good, more then often saying I'm fine when I'm not cause "who wants to listen to my problems anyway".
I know things will never be easy or perfect, but I'm working on it, trying to get the positivity back and stay focused on the good things. So I've might not been the best to stay in touch with you but it doesn't mean I don't want to hear from you either.
Lately there's been quite some shitty comments about choices I've made or going to make. You don't always need to be told what to do or getting lectured, sometimes it's nice to just know that someone's got your back or simply just being happy for your decisions. Moving to the Northern beaches was the best thing happened in quite a while and I don't regret it for a second. I love it here and feel like home more then ever before. I hope that can put an end to that discussion.
If people could just focus on nice comments and lift each other up instead of bringing em down, pick up on the positive things and not just the negative then I'm sure it would make everyone happier.
Say something nice, respect and treat others like you'd like to be treated.
That's all from my heart lately, Happy holidays! 💙
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