Even after all this time, you’re all i think about
and i find myself wondering what it would be like if we worked out, if we were still together
but timing is everything
and i guess you got bored of me, so you left.
Even after you promised you wouldn’t, you did.
you decided one day you don’t love me and you left.
And i tried so hard to make you fall for me, but why would you?
i don’t have anything to offer, i’m nothing special.
So why would you fall for me?
Everyone’s telling me to move on and that you’re not good for me, and yes i know you’re not
but i don’t wanna move on
i don’t wanna love anyone but you
we’ve been through so much together & you ended it, just..
And i’m not gonna text you on your new number because you’ll leave me on read, you always leave me on read.
At least when i message you on this, it’s not been opened, and i can allow myself to think that if you were to open it, you’d tell me that you still love me & that you never stopped, & that i’m still your everything, that you missed me more than anything & that you really want to make this work, that you’re not gonna let me go, not again.
Honestly? i’m nothing without you
the time we were together, i depended on you too much, that now that you’re gone, i’m not living, i’m just alive.
I’m barely breathing, i feel as if i’m dying without you.
I’ve felt most happy when i was with you.
The thought that you’ll come back for me stops me from moving on.
I just need you by me in life, even as friends.