#actuallybpd

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I wish more people understood. I wish I didn’t feel lonely all the time. I wish I could think and act like a “normal” person. The struggle has been intense lately...I wonder if it will ever be better... #bpd #bpdproblems #actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #avpd #avoidantpersonalitydisorder #health #me #alone #lonely
Sunshine. Tea. Nature. Fresh air. Breathing. Doing all the things I know I need to do to let these feelings pass.... I'll get back to you later on how thats going..... #recovery #recoveryispossible #ednosrecovery #selfharmrecovery #addictionrecovery #edrecovery #recoverywarrior #recoverywin #depression #anxietyrecovery #anxiety #actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #badday #cantdothis #naturetherapy
these are just some things i’ve experienced, maybe i should post more about it ? idk we’ll see but it scares me when i’m alone w my thoughts and nothing to distract me bc that’s when my True Thoughts resurface u kno
I've been away camping with my family and some friends and it is ONE time in my life when I eat well, don't engage in binging and purging and rarely self harm. But then there is always the thought of what about when I get home. Will I get a crash? I cant even remember the last time I self hsrmed, 2...3 weeks ago?? I'm scared to weigh myself when I get home as that will cloud the memories of my time away.... Anyway.... I took some time out in the most beautiful location. We rock hopped along a river for 40 mins and sat in quiet reflection for ages. Even the kids were quiet. We also balanced rocks.... which is so relaxing.... this was mine. Anyway.... I shall see how I go and just revel in the fact I've managed to stay well for a week weeks and remember that if I do have a crash..... #recovery #recoveryispossible #ednosrecovery #selfharmrecovery #addictionrecovery #edrecovery #recoverywarrior #recoverywin #depression #anxietyrecovery #anxiety #actuallyborderline #actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #badday #cantdothis #naturetherapy
Laying on my floor staring at the ceiling. Today I woke up later than I expected, everyone else had already started their day and for some reason I felt stuck somehow. I work best being the first person awake, I like to wake up and quietly go about my morning routine. When I don't have that I find it hard to feel right. Today is a lost day. In the way that I feel lost, and I'm thinking about all the loss I've had recently. I've lost friends, though I've gained perspective. I've lost a beloved pet, but I've gained the chance to be thankful for what I have and be present with those I love. I've lost stability in life, but I've gained opportunities. It's hard to see loss in a positive way and feel content, but I'm trying. It's just one of those days. #bpd #actuallybpd #invisibleillness #loss #goodbye #mentalhealth #perspective
Sadness and I are feeling All The Things #mooddisorderfun #mentalhealthmatters #actuallybpd #wildunknowntarot
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