It's all starting to sink in, it's like my whole life i have been in a prison, feeling everything being aware of everything. It's all coming back to me and has been. It's like my whole life is doing flashbacks to teach me what I didn't understand then but do now. The hardest part is to sit and accept every time you was hit in the face, neglected, abused, used, called retarded, called a failure, told to kill myself. I have been feeling so much pain inside I want a friend, I need a friend I want LOVE I need LOVE I have no one but #jesuschrist
as I look around I don't feel happy, I smile but I truly am not happy I am ready to say goodbye. My life is one big loss I was given my life to be the world's inspiration I understand that. But as I can see everything, understand everything I just want to say goodbye. I'm not human, no one sees me as I am. I miss my kids, I miss living, I miss LOVE, I miss being someone. The sad part is I'm not someone I'm no one I won't ever be someone I will forever walk in a shadow I understand to play a part I don't like to be a puppet on another string.
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