22nd July. .
Sometimes, I stare up at the sky and wonder why. This was one of those times, with the grey clouds hanging above, raindrops falling on my face covering the tears. Crying never came easy yet today somehow it did. How I wished of the times long gone. All the memories come flooding back making my heart and head go at war. My life had always revolved around you but now with you gone, I'm stuck amongst my melancholy, searching for answers, aching for the life we had. It stings and weakens me knowing we are a thing of the past now and how badly I needed to love you but you had never turned back. Why am I waiting for someone that doesn't give a fuck about me? It's been five months now since you left and I'm as far from moving on or letting go as I am from you. I think I'll love you forever, though you don't care. You'll never know this, baby girl, at least my heart broke enough, for the two of us. . .
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