tear me apart just the same as you would with anyone else // capsize
YO LISTEN THIS IS MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND AND HE JUST DROPPED A NEW TRACK THE LINK IS IN MY BIO SUPPORT MY BABY!!!! HES MAKING INCREDIBLE PROGRESS AND I KNOW MAD PEOPLE ON HERR WHO FOLLOW ME DO MUSIC, GIVE HIM SOME ADVICE AND WORK WITH HIM 🖤🖤🖤🖤
we're getting somewhere :D !!!!!!
i love sunset and how it's always so different. i've always thought that the sky, the ocean and space were the most beautiful things to exist.
it’s 4am for me rn and i just really wanna talk. get shit off my chest and out of my head. i was on FaceTime with vanessa earlier and i was fucking popping off about everything. i’m not what you think. i’m not who you want me to be. a couple years ago i became kinda well known online bc i was a cringy ass lil scene girl who modeled online and back then i wanted to help everyone and save the world and my fucking naive self let so many people walk all over me. as i got older and matured and trauma caught up with me i have changed drastically. something fucked up happened to me and i disappeared offline for months and when i was away i realized a lot about the world, the internet, people, myself and so forth. i’m not that girl i used to be. i have grown more cold, i don’t let people fuck with me. i see right through people i see their flaws. none of you know personally at all. you think you know me and that we’re friends all because i let you follow my social media and i expose myself online. get the fuck out of here with your "😍😍😍 OMG QUEEN SLAY" headass shit i want genuine comments that come from deep inside. i want to be reconigized for who i am now. for my baggy dark circles around my eyes, the two freckles above my top lip, my uneven wonky face, my bumpy teeth. my music taste, my art. i hate feeling that i have to hide my true feelings because i dont want to be attacked for just being me. i’m a cold bitch and i genuniely dont give a fuck about most of you. you’re just strangers online who know about me. dont get me wrong i adore the people who actually listen to me and help me and hear me out because i’m a person to them. but if you’re here just because i’m “hot” or “pretty” or your “dream” any of that shit get the fuck out of here because you aren’t worth my time. i need people to be here because they want to be here because they appreciate me as a human. the way i think goes against the norm. i’m off my shits, i’m fucked in the head. i think that things are okay when “they aren’t okay” my point is you don't know me. you're cringy. i don't want you to know me. i'm a real person and i'm not superior to you. im no better and you aren't either.
i put my tumblr back in my bio, feel free to follow my blog xxoxoxx
YO!!! Check out @capsizeband
new music video for their song "favorite secret" off the album A Reintroduction: The Essence of All That Surrounds Me. PHENOMENAL BAND definitely check them out 🖤
went to chinatown today ⛩🏙 my mum & i got dinner and i took some shots on my camera 📷 i'll upload them soon!
what's your usual order at your fav coffee places? i get peppermint mocha fraps from starbucks & caramel iced coffee w honey cream and sugar from my friends cafe
i'm breaking down, i'm fading. // fading - basement