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helpimfading

if i seem a little strange, well that's because i am.

im freaking out i feel so scared idek why i feel terrible i just cut myself again and i didnt in a while and i feel so bad about it idk what to do anymore
yall dont wanna know how much not having money stresses me, ive been trying to find something cute to give to my gf for our 6 months but I AM SO BROKE and out of ideas and i feel terrible cause she LITERALLY spends all her money and time on me and i feel like i am the worst girlfriend ever i cant stop crying about it and i keep having panic attacks and i cant eat anymore and this probably sounds so over dramatic but i am so so so scared to lose her but i feel like i am not worthy enough for her and thats she is waaay to good for me :((( -- -- -- -- okay edit: its not like she only thinks about presents and stuff like its not even that important in our relationship but i feel like she puts so much more effort in our relationship and I TRY SO HARD and im giving everything i have but nothing works for me and i know that even her parents think that she puts much more effort in it than i do and i feel so sad about it i wanna die
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i havent eaten anything today, i tried to eat but i couldn't help myself from puking it all out again, i havent felt like this in a long time idk whats happening
i feel anxious 24/7 and i feel like i have to cry the whole time its terrible
sometimes i just want to show this acc to a friend so they could understand me better but im pretty sure they never will - #grunge #pale #blood #physco #punk #depressed #depression #suicidal #suicide #cutting #selfharmmm #ana #ed #anxiety #lonely #alternative #like4like #tumblr #follow4follow #anorexic #anorexia #worthless #helpless #death #saveme #cuts #cut #abuse #bullying
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