helpimfading

helpimfading

if i seem a little strange, well that's because i am.

i thought i was the only one
i thought i was the best part of you life
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i'll go to sleep at a decent time when i find something worth waking up for
sleep sleep sleep
i am sorry for nothing, i am sorry im nothing
are you happy?
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
i hate that you know what you're doing but you still do it
ILY x11
lay down my head to rest, but sleep never comes
i was thinking about killing myself, dont you mind?
“It was a Saturday. We sat in my living room, playing video games, and eating pizza's. Your laughter filled the room, and it filled me with warmth. I turned to you, you were focused on the television screen, completely unaware of anything else. It was in that moment, surrounded by your laughter, that I was thankful that I hadn’t killed myself six months earlier.” // (things i never told you part 1/?)
suffering
im freaking out i feel so scared idek why i feel terrible i just cut myself again and i didnt in a while and i feel so bad about it idk what to do anymore
yall dont wanna know how much not having money stresses me, ive been trying to find something cute to give to my gf for our 6 months but I AM SO BROKE and out of ideas and i feel terrible cause she LITERALLY spends all her money and time on me and i feel like i am the worst girlfriend ever i cant stop crying about it and i keep having panic attacks and i cant eat anymore and this probably sounds so over dramatic but i am so so so scared to lose her but i feel like i am not worthy enough for her and thats she is waaay to good for me :((( -- -- -- -- okay edit: its not like she only thinks about presents and stuff like its not even that important in our relationship but i feel like she puts so much more effort in our relationship and I TRY SO HARD and im giving everything i have but nothing works for me and i know that even her parents think that she puts much more effort in it than i do and i feel so sad about it i wanna die
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