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Just a little reminder that it's literally okay to show your emotions. We can all paint a pretty smile but it's the truth behind it that matters the most. Always remember that It's okay to lay all your feelings out on the table. The less you bottle things up the better for you physically, mentally and emotionally. #l4l #depressing #alone #lonely #lost #hate #suicide #suicidal #life #happiness #gayteen #gaycouple #gay #helpothers #onelove #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #schizophrenia #god #love #soldier #iphone7plus - turn on post notifications & click the link in my bio ☺️💕 there's something you should see #bullyinghurts #bullying #victims #victim #welcometoyourtape personal account @oohshe.angel #god
Urges to cut are still strong,but my suicide throughts are gone since a long time. i'm since 18 days cleab fron cutting. But I eat way to much. ahh why i can't it less I mean a healthy less. i hate it so. 😑😏 Hopefully i can stay clean over the weekend, because I have nothing to do. I need something to do. 😑 - jay xoxo - #depression #depressed #depressionrecovery #anxiety #anxietyhelp #mentalhealthrecovery #recoveryfrombpd #recoveryfromanxiety #recoveryfromana #beatana #anorexierecovery #anorexianervosa #suicide #suicidal #sterben #selbstverletzen #svv   #selfhate #suzid #dissoziation #mulitiplepersonalitydisorder
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Part of me hates to admit it, because I get uncomfortable and defensive about the sayings, 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,' and 'everything is a lesson,' and 'without darkness we don't know light.' I recently awakened to the fact that I used these ideas to keep myself in abusive situations, and also no longer buy into the idea that 'love hurts,' and 'life is suffering,' and 'life is sacrifice.' Today I see these quotes as victim blaming and spiritual bypassing; unconscious submission to the manipulators. I used to hold a belief, an addiction, to putting myself in terrible situations to 'learn the lesson,' and be 'stronger,' or 'wiser.' I used to feel that if I wasn't suffering I wasn't living. It took decades for me to see that some people are actually happy and fulfilled and life is easy and works out. I just hated 'perfect' people and thought they were all just hiding their pain. Well, I recently had an episode in which I was targeted by a NPD and I thought I could just handle it for the sake of getting some needs met, some projects done that otherwise would have cost a fortune. I ended up in a downward spiral that lasted almost a month. As I come out and can see clearly again, be myself again, I have to admit that sometimes the pain does help me to realize more what the joy really is, and to go forward with better understanding of what makes me happy, and stick to that. It so refreshing not to be in a place where I have to fight and defend and prove myself. Ugh that sht is so exhausting and inauthentic. So, yeah, I do learn from my mistakes. I no longer think that I have to make mistakes or seek the darkness to feel alive. There's stuff that's just bad and wrong and can effect you forever, and it's not 'how life is.' A person can be happy an fulfilled without having to suffer. I don't think a broken person is necessarily stronger because they were abused or sick. People go through stuff that they really shouldn't have to. #mentalhealthawareness #depression #bpd #npd #sociopathy #lessons #victimblaming #spiritualbypassing #traumabond #anxiety #suicidal #broken #refreshing #exhautsing #mistakes #happiness #fufillment
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Kill me please:)
“You’ve become so damaged, that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no idea how to respond.” @/ thewritersescape (tumblr) // 🥀 🥀 🥀 #depression #suicidal #stupid #ugly #depressed #sad #sadness #pink #sky #skies #purple #tears #fat #helpless #help #worthless #useless #meaningless #hurt #broken #cry #alone #aesthetic #killme #die #selfharmmm #l4l
YOUR POISON MY ADDICTION,here is the latest doodle titled "Your Poison My Addiction",The piece features a vial/bottle shaped into a pair of hands clasped together marked with a skull and crossbones containing a liquid plus a paper lable attached reading (POISON),the bottle held between two hands forming a heart shape together the meaning representation or interpretation I personally get from the piece is as follows, in my personal life I have loved a few lost alot I have walked in on partners cheating nearly over dosed over break ups in the back of ambulances and thought a person I was seeing was the key to my happiness my muse plus more but at 23 I realised after a long successful attempt of self destruction since 11 which still at 25 has ups and downs first you must love yourself before letting anyone in love can be the breath in your lungs the pint in your hand the gains and the losses but to be able to have a successful relationship a lasting one that is ...love yourself and take it from me if you ever feel the need or want to hurt yourself to keep or gain the attention of another it never works your not alone and I am here a message or call away suicide doesn't make you a coward you are stronger then you think we both know that tho,hope you enjoy the piece. #cdhtheartist #newcastle #art #artist #draw #drawing #pencil #paper #illustrate #illustration #sketch #shading #lineart #colour #cartoon #comic #manga #anime #love #life #death #depression #anxiety #alone #mentalhealh #suicide #suicidal #suicideawareness #poison #heart
⚠ 同じくそ ⚠ ✳ ✳ ✳ ⚠ Do you have a mental disorder? ⚠ ✳ ✳ ✳ #aesthetic #anime #depression #sad #suicidal #tumblr #manga
YOUR POISON MY ADDICTION,here is the latest doodle titled "Your Poison My Addiction",The piece features a vial/bottle shaped into a pair of hands clasped together marked with a skull and crossbones containing a liquid plus a paper lable attached reading (POISON),the bottle held between two hands forming a heart shape together the meaning representation or interpretation I personally get from the piece is as follows, in my personal life I have loved a few lost alot I have walked in on partners cheating nearly over dosed over break ups in the back of ambulances and thought a person I was seeing was the key to my happiness my muse plus more but at 23 I realised after a long successful attempt of self destruction since 11 which still at 25 has ups and downs first you must love yourself before letting anyone in love can be the breath in your lungs the pint in your hand the gains and the losses but to be able to have a successful relationship a lasting one that is ...love yourself and take it from me if you ever feel the need or want to hurt yourself to keep or gain the attention of another it never works your not alone and I am here a message or call away suicide doesn't make you a coward you are stronger then you think we both know that tho,hope you enjoy the piece. #cdhtheartist #newcastle #art #artist #draw #drawing #pencil #paper #illustrate #illustration #sketch #shading #lineart #colour #cartoon #comic #manga #anime #love #life #death #depression #anxiety #alone #mentalhealh #suicide #suicidal #suicideawareness #poison #heart
Magersucht, ritzen... ist nicht typisch Mädchen 'Krankheit. Das Problem liegt an dem Druck uns anzupassen, perfekt zu sein. Es gilt, die Fassade zu bewahren, auch wenn sich dahinter ein komplett zerstörter Mensch befindet. Frauen die sich nicht für Männer hübsch machen sind unnatürlich. Abtreibung ist unnatürlich. Verhütung ist unnatürlich. Aber männliche Gewalt gegen Frauen, Diskriminierung, Armut und Homophobie ist natürlich?! Was geht mit der Welt schief??? ▪▪▪▪▪ {#ritzen #svv #cut #cutting #klinge #clean #girl #help #depresed #depressiv #depri #sprüche #spruch #status #selfharm #sterben #die #love #loveislove #suicidal #träne #Iwantdie #girl }
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