#suicidal

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Wow. I couldn't have picked a worse guy to have a child with. not like it was even on purpose. Not like I planned this. how could he act like this towards me? I have his fucking child but that doesn't mean shit..
You deserve so much better.. you should've have to be around and see me fully break.. . . . . . #sadness #outofplace #hurt #depressed #depression #messages #broken #brokenheart #suicidal #sad #pleasegoaway #hurt #dontgethurt #alone #lonely
Everything feels wrong. I don't know what I want or what I need. I feel like my entire life is falling apart but on the other hand it is just starting. I don't know whether I'm happy or sad. I feel like I want to kick and scream and destroy everything because I can't hold it together but I can't do that. That would be selfish. Is anyone ever going to help me? I don't know how to help myself.
What's your favorite thing in this world?
i am actually feeling horrible. urges to sh are sooo high. i'm waiting for my dad to go to bed so i can go downstairs to pop a few ibuprofens and drink some water, cuz my body's trying to kill me . . . #selfharmmm #ana #anorexia #eatingdisorder #ednos #sh #sad #suicidal #scars #recovery #suicide #depression #anxiety #depressed #cuts #cut #broken #sadness #triggering #triggerwarning #selfhate #recovery #worthless #selbsmort #magersucht
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