#selfharmmm

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Breakfast this morning is porridge made with 100ml of organic soya milk 🍼 with pulsin pea protein 💪 and graze chocolate cherry tart 😄😄 💕 #edrecovery #anorexia #anxiety #depression #suicidal #selfharmmm #foodisfuel #edfamily #recoveryvsrelapse #veganfoodswap #vegan #vegansofig
Im not okay. I feel so empty and numb that i just have urges to cut and burn myself. I havent had burn urges in over a year. I need help. #depression #sad #suicide #suicidal #anxiety #cutting #broken #selfharmmm #sadness #fat #worthless #lonely #depressionquotes #depressed #selfhate #scars #sadness #pain #selfharmquotes
Guys it's my motherfucking bday! 🎉 finally 17 !!!!
I need to relapse. I need to i need to i need to. I need to so badly. Im so fucking sad holy fucking shit i need to fucking do it. I crave it all so badly i need the blood i need the pain. I need the distraction so badly before i end up doing something worse. I need to i need to i need to . . #depressed #depression #sad #failure #anoreixa #needtobeskinny #selfharm #selfharmmm #selfharrm #selfhatred #anxiety #bipolar #nevergoodenough #ihatemyself   #size0please #thínspiration #killmepls #suicidial #suicide #die #ugly #notskinnyenough #notprettyenough #killme #killyourselfplease #cut #blades
Someone people say "how could she possibly want to kill herself? Why did she do it? She looked so happy? She didn't dress in black? She seemed to smile? She laughed even? Why did she do it? " but honestly people come on you don't necessarily dress and black to feel depressed I'm just so sad and mad I just idk I'm going to relapse I know I am.. • • Vc:to owner • • • #depressededits #depressedvideos #sadvideo #triggerwarning #sad #sadquote #cutting #depressionedit #depressededit #sadedits #depression #worthless #suicide #sadedit #edit #scars #selfharmmm #depressionedits #depressionvideos #killme #scar #sadvideoedit #depressed #suicidial #suicide
really hating myself tonight.
The thought of you being mad at me makes me want to just curl up and cry, I'm really sorry, I know your in a bad place right now, I love you no matter what though • • • • • • • (I DO NOT own this edit, this is not mine, full credit goes to the creator) #sad #sadquotes #depressed #depressedquotes #depressedquote #depression #suicide #suicidal #suicidalquotes #anxiety #anxious #iloveyoui #darkness #queen #suicidaltendencies #jasonjessee #chucomoreno #hardluckmfg #dogtownxsuicidal #suicidalskates #eatshit #hardluck #dogtown #limitededition #triggerwarning #trigger #selfharmmm #selfhate #mentalhealth #sadaudio
Omg so I've been talking to this girl for a few hours and she is so cute omg!!! I think we might go on a date I'm so nervous. Like I have all these scars. And I'm so scared to tell her about my mental illness. I don't want to scare her away I would just die I that happened. Seriously. I would give up on life. Any suggestions please?! Please help!!!! #secretsociety123 #selfharmmm #anxious #anxiety #depression #depressed #sad #tired #angry #pills #high #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #helpme #ugly #gay #lesbian #meds #drunk
it's quite typical for people with bpd to push away help, so I'm sure many of you will relate to this 😅
// don't be forced into something. it's your life. live it how you want to live it💕 \\
I had the weirdest day today
| The stupidest thing you can do is fall in love with your best friend.. | 01.16.17 | #depression | #sad | #suicide | #suicidal | #anxiety | #grunge | #alone | #cutting | #emo | #love | #broken | #anorexia | #tumblr | #selfharmmm | #sadness | #fat | #worthless | #lonely | #cut | #quotes | #selfharm | #bands #ugly | #selfhate | #scars |
Had a great last night with my love😘
You don't owe anyone an explanation on why you are anxious or depressed. You shouldn't have to waste your valuable time explaining to someone why you are the way that you are. If they want to be educated and truly care, those are the people you want to spend your time with. If they are ignorant and just want you to prove how sick you are, then dump them. You don't need that negativity in your life. You can use your time to focus on yourself rather than try and force others to get it. Surround yourself with those who get it and support you through the good and the bad. You're worth more than how they treat you. From @themightysite . . . . . . . #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthmatters #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #breakthestigma #invisibleillness #selfharmmm #secretsociety123 #stigma #mentalhealthawareness #stampoutstigma #endthestigma #anxiety #ocd #bipolar #bipolardisorder #recovery #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #depression #ptsd #ptsdawareness #breakthesilence #generalanxietydisorder #socialanxiety #schizophrenia #addiction #alwayskeepfighting #akf
I am always here to help. Please don't be afraid to message me if you are feeling down. I want to help. #sadness #sad #sadedits #depressed #depressededits #depressing #depression #broken #anxiety #suicidal #selfhate #worthless #useless #fat #helpme #insomnia #anorexia #pain #scars #selfharmmm #panicattack #imfine #pathetic #cutting #alone #numb #empty #quote #sadquotes I'm sorry I'm not good enough to help
#Repost @fix_your_wings ・・・ i hate that stereotype that a person can't be depressed because they dont wear black all the time, or because they don't go around frowning and crying all day. you cannot see depression. it is an invisible illness. it does not live in our clothes or our face. it loves in our mind. it doesn't manifest itself into black clothes. it manifests in our thoughts. and we'll try to hide it from you. if we don't want you to see then you won't, unless you're looking really really hard! #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryispossible2016 #recoveryisworthit #recoveryquotes #shrecovery #depressed #depressing #depressedquotes #depression #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #suiciderecovery #selfharrm #selfharmmm #mentalillness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #keepfighting #staystrong #alwayskeepfighting #nevergiveup #ihatemyself   #selfhate #selfhelp #selflove #selfloveisthebestlove #itgetsbetter
So I went to see the physiatrist today, all I ended up doing was an 8 page question thingy that covered everything from anxiety to OCD to bipolar- and I have another appointment next month so I'll find out what's happening then (*photo is mine by the way*) 💕Camila #depression #depressed #anxiety #lgbtq #lgbt #sad #quotes #depressionquotes #help #alone #suicide #cutter #cut #selfharmmm #broken #scared #helpme #deb #anorexia #ana
like, daily 😂 or multiple times a day 😩
I miss when we all ran around in the water at the mall and everyone looked at us like we're crazy 🌛✨
tw ??? // I binged after hardly eating anything all day but my aunt is downstairs so I couldn't even try to purge so then I did the worst sh I've done in ages (i mainly just do scratching now so I'm not in any danger, don't worry) and I kinda wanna fucking die but it's fine 🙃🙃🙃🙃 #anorexia #edwarrior #edfamily #eatingdisorder #edfam #selfharmmm
The ink hits the paper and the words that are written
are her feelings and emotions and with those swift motions
she can convey what she could otherwise
not say
-IzakDavid • • {tags}#grunge #purple #depressed #pessimist #sad #cry #anxiety #panicattacks #mentalhealth #lgbt #lgbtqia #saga #tumblr #aesthetic #tumblraesthetic #black #white #gray #blackandwhite #red #redandblack #selfharmmm #secret_society123 #poems #poetry #razorcut #ritzen #suicide #depression #suicidal
I have work tomorrow at 5:30 and I cannot call out and I'm having a severe depressive/anxiety episode tonight like I've literally been staring at the ceiling since 7pm and it's now 11 and I just don't have the motivation to do anything and I'm honestly sobbing thinking about how my life is going to be when I'm older because no one will hire me like this because of how many days I take off or how much I fuck up and honestly I'm just so done right now and I wish I could stop working but then that would make me worse and honestly I don't even know i just cannot deal with this. Having severe mental illnesses is so scary and I'm scared I'll end up on the streets because of them one day.
Comment when done for spam when I wake up 😚
These feelings of frustration
all this emotional pain
they’ve been pent up inside
you’ve kept the monster in it’s cage
and now it’s built up rage wreaking havoc
on your brain
please release the monsters that have gripped to your soul
-IzakDavid • • {tags}#grunge #purple #depressed #pessimist #sad #cry #anxiety #panicattacks #mentalhealth #lgbt #lgbtqia #saga #tumblr #aesthetic #tumblraesthetic #black #white #gray #blackandwhite #red #redandblack #selfharmmm #secret_society123 #poems #poetry #razorcut #ritzen #suicide #depression #suicidal
this account will be used for venting and controlling myself not to be a huge fucking whale. no more slacking, no more binging. no matter what it takes, i'll be thinner. #suicidal #suicide #ana #mia #ugly #fat #depressed #depression #selfharmmmm #selfharmmm #selfhate
Lets get lost in this abyss we call darkness ❤ #ana #mia #thinspo #depression #sad #fat #selfharmmm
Really struggling right now with my addiction demons.. I want to get ahold of anything possible and just drown into unconsciousness. I want to forget it all. #selfharmmm #depression #suicide #sadness #sadquotes #depressedquotes #selfhate #suicidalthoughts #secretsociety123
So I accidentally told my friend that I had depression the other week (I don't mean to but I thought she already knew) the first thing she said was "why".. Then she got all pissed off cause I wouldn't tell her "why" when there is no exact reason. She didn't even believe me cause I'm always acting "fine"... Wtf bye. I don't need you as a "friend" if your going to be like that. - - - - - #depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressedquotes #anxiety #depressing #sad #hopeless #selfharrm #selfharmmm #scars #alone #lonely #loneliness #worthless #insecure #suicidal #suicidalteen #fat #ugly #useless #hurt #broken #lifesucks #nofriends #noonecares #fakefriends #deadinside #imfine #imnotok
1. Sucking in 2. Fake thigh gap 3. Relaxed #bodycheck I ate nothing today until I ate everything. I'm so fat. Tomorrow I will start restricting again. For real. I swear it. I need to prove to myself that I have self control. I'm too sad to be fat. #anorexia #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #skinny #fat #ihatemyself #cutter #suicide #suicidal #selfharmmm #thin #thinspo #blithe #size0 #size00 #goals
Stars in the sky don't seem to mind, that I can't even get by, my mind is dead inside please someone give Me a reason to survive
Another pain pill downand now it's time to start drinking. Talked to my mum about how I'll never have kids because I'm on so many meds. And I'm ok with this. Ha! Haaaaaaa! If anyone wants to talk my kik is goddamncourier. The night may end in tragedy. Hahahaha. #secretsociety123 #selfharmmm #anxious #anxiety #depression #depressed #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #tired #sad #angry #drunk #drinking #tea #recovery
I feel like my arms are getting bigger. School starts tomorrow and I really don't wanna goooo.
Ha! Meee^^^^ I have slept over half the weekend.. Between Saturday and Sunday I have slept at least 27 hours.. Is that bad? And there's a two hour delay tomorrow, but my mom thinks school will probably be cancelled. So I get to sleep in at least two extra hours! 🙌 - - - - - #sleep #tired #escape #empty #numb #anxiety #stress #sleepquotes #depressed #depressionquotes #depression #depressing #lifesucks #suicidal #worthless #cutting #selfharmmm #selfharrm #selfhatred #insecure #sad #sadgirl #alone #lonely #lonelygirl #noonecares #donetrying #deadinside #imfine #imnotok
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