I'm stuck in this depression because I just found out I have a seizure disorder and I'm not allowed to drive for at least six months. I decided I'm going to take a gap year when I graduate so I won't be going to college next year. I don't understand why bad things are always happening to me. It seems like I can't catch a fucking break. I finally got freedom with my license and now I can't drive anywhere. I feel stuck. I feel like I'm just going through the motions day by day. I'm really upset by this. I seriously feel like everything bad always happens to me. I can never catch a fucking break. I'm extremely depressed right now. I'm trying my best but I'm completely lost. I don't want to live like this. I want to be a normal fucking teenager but no I can never do normal stuff because I'm stuck in this god damn never ending battle of shit. I just want to cry.
Because I miss my BFF and I really just want one of her hugs right now😞❤