So the saddest momma moment happened today... we dropped Maddox off at my parents to take off for Pinecrest and I begged Aaron to let me bring Maddox but he was rational and said it was a far drive for her first trip and that we need to start small and work our way up. So after being gone all day and me bugging Aaron the whole ride home about how much I miss her and can't wait to pick her up, we finally get to my parents house after being gone for almost 12 hours. I was SO excited and my mom opened the door to let us in and Maddox was sitting on the chair as if she was expecting us. I said "my babyyyyy" and walked towards her. She jumped off the chair and literally walked right around me without even looking at me to go greet Aaron!!!!!😫😡😭 #sohurt #daddysgirl #whoismom #nowyourejustsomebodythatiusedtoknow
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over.
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done.
I guess that I don't need that though.
Sometimes we forget how far we've come, as weak as I think I am now... I'm nothing compared to who I was back then. She was such a sad girl, hiding so much pain behind laughter, always making everyone laugh.. funny girl..😕 the picture on the left is 7 years ago. I don't even recognize her. All I remember is her fear, her anxiety, she was crippled, confined, suffocating! I remember how much it took to convince myself to go out that night, to be around people. 😣 I was lucky to have the friends I have! Much happier girl now ☺️ colourful, eyes bright, and more sure of myself. Taking care of me. #selflove #throwbackthursday #nowyourejustsomebodythatiusedtoknow #whoisshe #anxiety #itgetsbetter #lookingback #pastisthepast #changedgirl #emo
😂 #colourful #girlswithblueeyes #beforeandafter #progress #love #beabetteryou #protectyourself #loveyourself #spark