struggles: What are you guys struggling with this week? I'll go first 😄. My anxiety is realllly bad. I had a panic attack that lasted all day on Monday. And I got so mad at myself..mad that I couldn't stop it, blaming myself, and just making the vicious cycle of feeding into the anxiety ever worse. And when all that happens it makes me sick and wrecks my muscles causing even more probs making me even madder. But I have to learn to forgive myself each time. Because anxiety and panic attacks are real, and you really can't control them. I don't let them affect my professional life, in fact they usually just happen when I am at home with only my thoughts to keep me company. But it all still sucks sooo bad.
But that brings me to this. I married a saint. The man made me an indoor, moisture resistant specially made hot tub room, and I finally got to use it this week. The man even mounted a TV on the wall and did crown moulding. So hopefully that will help so much mental and physical pain in my life. I am so thankful for him and my father in law's efforts in building it all by themselves.
Our struggles have silver linings, if you look hard enough. Mine just happens to be a 7' x 7' hot tub.
Ps another look from the #saintandsinnerpalette @katvondbeauty
with her Double Dare lipstick