CNC batch processing with Charles for @cephalometrics
in the workshop today!
Thought it would be time to switch up and do a new theme😜
Sorry for being slow with updates, I don't feel well🤷🏻♀️❤️
As a child I always just knew that I would be married and have a house full of kids before I was 25. I wanted a boy first and then I wanted triplets with a boy and 2 girls. I would have 2 of each and then I'd be done. That was my plan. That's what I wanted. That's what I told everyone I knew growing up when they asked. "What do you want to be when you grow up?" "A wife and a mommy" was always the answer. I didn't know anything else about the future other than I was gonna be the best mommy ever because I had the best mom and wanted to be just like her.
I quickly learned that things don't always go our way. Things that happen in our lives aren't our plans. They are HIS plan. We are not in control, HE is. We don't get to decide what happens, we just get to decide how we react to what happens.
Infertility is HARD. Plain and simple....hard. Infertility hurts. Physically, mentally, emotionally, and financially painful. It's a pain that only those who've lived it know. I've had days and months that it has completely broken me. Its broken my relationships with others and broken my marriage at times.
I've had so many days that I wanted to give up completely. I wanted to just stop trying, stop all treatment, stop thinking that it was going to happen. I wanted it to all stop and the hurt be gone. But then I realized that's exactly what the devil wants. Instead I chose to give it all to GOD.
HE spoke to me on the way to work a few weeks ago and told me that this is my platform. This is my story to share and one day this will be part of my testimony. Through this journey I've met so many women going through the same thing and have so many that look up to me and look to me for encouragement and positivity each and every day.
This journey is nothing short of a struggle, but it's my story. ❤️❤️ #IUI2 #infertility #infertilitysucks #infertilityawareness #infertilityjourney #pineapple #implantation #babyhayes #prayingforbabyhahyes #husband #wife #godlymarriage #godisgreat #truckerswife #trucker #Hayespartyofthree #pearlywhites #hayes #soulmate #ribmate #hesmyworld #bestfriend #pcos #makingababy #workingonamiraclewithLoveFaithandalittlescience