#eatingdisorder

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When it’s booty short season 🍑 #percentagework #smallhabitsrepeateddaily
"You gotta know, you gotta know How you betrayed me. And you oughta know, you oughta know I hope you make it. Until you grow, until you grow Out of this hatred. You'll never know, you'll never know Until you change it."
Best tea ever. I pushed myself and dumped a tablespoon of sugar into it instead of my normal Splenda. It was soooo good! And oddly enough, I don’t feel anxious about it. Progress. #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #recovery #recoveryisworthit #ednos #ana #anorexia #mia #bulimia
I threw my phone, cried, cursed, punched the couch and finally breathed for this meal. My #eatingdisorder wanted me to be immobilized by fatigue and avoidance. Again. Wanted me to order out and stay on the couch for 4 to 6 hours. Again. It was a cycle. Go to Dominoes, order, delete it, check fridge and cupboard, sit on couch. Repeat. I threw my phone across the room, twice. I didn't want to be idle and immobilized. I didn't want junk in my body. I cried and cursed because I was angry and ashamed choosing to eat a meal was such a struggle! Because I was legitimately hungry and didn't have a taste for anything to eat in my apartment but wanted everything outside of it! Why can't eating be normal instead of a big oreal? I didn't even completely understand what was happening ... Deep breathes. In and out. My "magick apron." Rice and vegan meat cook themselves. I've been abstinent for half a month. I'm not sure this post even makes sense. All I know is, I thank my Higher Power. That's the only way I made it. I'm going to read now. Away from the couch.
SWIPE👉🏻👉🏻👉🏻For dessert I tried this Greggs Milk Chocolate Ring Doughnut for the first time. 223cals. Omg this was amazing! Definitely what I fancied. I unintentionally melted it as I popped it in the microwave for a few seconds just to take the cold off it from the fridge and make it softer. But melted chocolate is the ultimate best anyway so who's complaining? Not me. TW: I don't usually have desserts this "high" in calories, (even though it's pretty low) the day before I'm going out with my mum but I knew it needed eating and I wanted it tbh. #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #mentalillness #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #bodydysmorphia #bodydysmorphicdisorder #bodydysmorphic #pinkjammie #dessertporn #fooddiary #doughnut #chocolatedoughnut #greggsdoughnuts #greggs #greggsthebakers #chocolatedoughnuts #chocolatedonut #chocolatedonuts #meltedchocolate #chocolatedesserts #chocolatetreats #milkchocolate #ringdoughnut #ringdonuts #hotdoughnuts
Anyone else take up an entire table when they sit down to study? Just me? I HAVE to spread out... But hey, I get stuff done! Do what works, right?
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