And when I need you most, you aren't there . But I'm there for you , no matter the day , no matter the time . I just wanna listen to your voice that always fucking calms me down . But you're always busy . I've grown so used to hearing you say I'm busy , I'm starting to wonder, are you actually busy or just ignoring me ? I shouldn't think that . I should just know that you love me and that you're always gonna be here for me . I don't even know what to think anymore . You have no idea how bad my anxiety is or my depression. My self harm has gotten so bad and you don't even know it . I'm so scared to tell you all for the same reason : you're gonna leave me .
I love you so much and I'm starting to doubt that you love me too
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