✨|June 26th 2017 | 140.2lbs|
Restarting my feed again aha. I I'm going to start restricting more and only do 300 cals a day MAX. I've been taking lax like crazy and my stomach has been hurting so bad oml. Went to my sisters this weekend and we went to the lake and went paddle boating and I burned 239 cals doing it and then ate one vegan banana pancake (111 cals). Gonna start posting on here what I eat and how many cals and stuff. Sticking to my vegan diet and idc what my mom says. I'm going to lose this fat. I just want to be tiny.
Fight as hard as your eating disorder does. 👊🏼
Dinner time✌🏼Now it may not seem big or anything like that but pleeeeeaaaseeee it was!!The cheese is just covering the black bean spaghetti 🙊Okay so guys I ate much more then I posted for today......I had Snacks...Snacks anyone?The first one was a smoothie🥑🍒🍓🍌and the second one was pudding with Welch's candy.....Today was just not the day people😞I tried and tried to keep my body positivity alive but it failed...Its just that I sometimes wonder if this has a reason?If all of this, all of my trying will go to waste and Ill die or Ill survive ?Please I dont know anything😭😭#anorexiarecovery #anorexic #help #ed #edfigther #tryingtorecover