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Not sure if I'm gonna die tonight... Everything would be gone if I did. I wouldn't have to worry about anything. Plus I mean I won't have to take my psychology test tomorrow ._. #suicide #depression #anorexic #anxiety #cutting #worthless #nobodycares #brokengirl #killme #killmenow #recovery #staystrong
Hi guys! How was your weekend? Mine was really good- I spent time with my fam so what else could I ask for? 😊 I got at the apartment like an hour ago and right now I'm watching YouTube whilst having lunch/dinner because I haven't eaten anything since breakfast (well, a bag of chips :P ) But I'm finally eating and it's something super delicious- chicken yakimeshi 🍚 which I added soy sauce and chipotle dressing after the pic. Have a nice sleep, everybody, goodnight. :)
If it weren't for the promise I made to my boyfriend, I'd be tearing away at the skin on my wrists right now #suicide #depression #anorexic #anxiety #cutting #worthless #nobodycares #brokengirl #killme #killmenow #recovery #staystrong
i hate how you can feel it in your chest and stomach when something really hurts your feelings, like it just kills you inside out.
Tru. Casey had to go to work, she said she'd stop by after and bring us dinner if she can. Really hoping she pulls though because i don't want to be alone. #selfhate #suicidal #selfharmmm #sad #ana #depression #alone #scars #anorexic #cut #tumblr #sadquotes #depressed #blood #suicide #fat #bulimia #cutting #broken #worthless #death #tumblrquotes #anorexia #numb #anxiety #lonely #mia #deathwish #pain #starve
Cleaned and rearranged my bedroom so I feel good. Also I went to my friend Mary's house yesterday and today for the first time and honestly I had so much fun ah she's such a nice person. I confessed to my crush but he never texted me back lmao (never texts me back to anything except to shut up omg). Anyways I think he's not the type of person for me idk. I shouldn't be dating anyways I should be trying to do well In school yknow. Anyways restricting myself to under 500 cals tmrw and I'll make sure those 500 cals are good and make me energized. #ed #eatingdisorder #mia #ana #anorexic #anorexia #bulimic #bulimia
I'm always daydreaming honestly #Ana #Mia #anorexic #anorexia #bulimic #bulimia #ed #eatingdisorder
Night snack is a chocolate sugar cookie pop tart with almond milk 💪🏼💪🏼 not gonna lie this week has been hard but I'm beating it. #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #recoverywin #recover #recovery #poptarts #strongnotskinny #living #ana #edrecovery #life #happy
phone fixed, watch replaced, and last but definitely not least is my laptop. it's gonna take at least 1-2 weeks for the financing application. 😥 i'm already so behind in school...
Don't want school tomorrow. I don't want anything anymore. I just want to be done - - - - - - - { #triggerwarning | #drugs | #selfharmmm | #selfhate | #selfhatred | #worthless | #pain | #ana | #alone | #broken | #depressed | #ugly | #fat | #anorexic | #bulimia | #sad | #trigger | #anxiety | #l4l | #suicidal | #suicide | #depression | #hurting | #lonely | #cuts | #mia | #f4f | #gore | #secretsociety123 }
#nightsnack 👼 tonight was a HUGE #recoverychallenge 🙊🙈 this tub of @benandjerrys cookie dough 🍪 ice-cream 🍦 and it was INCREDIBLE! 😋🤗 #recovery really is worth it my darlings😇 for the simple joys of being able to be in the present moment 🙌 being able to FEEL and experience the world around us 🌍 being able to say "you know what? This tub of ice cream 🍦or this chocolate bar 🍫 or this bag of chips 🍟 or whatever else you want to eat, it will NOT make you fat! 🙅" the fact i am now able to have and enjoy my #vegeterian day 🍦🍫 and i can eat normal ice cream as well as lots of yummy #vegan #food 🍎🍅🍇🍓 makes me feel so free 🤗👱 i feel like i can be the girl who works out 👊💪 and has this lovely healthy body and who can eat loads of good food 🍲 as well as treating herself 🍻🍨🍩 and not being ashamed of who i truly am anymore! 🙆👱 i feel like by letting go of ana 😫 i am beginning to find out who i actually am! And what i can do and achieve in life😊 i feel like i can become the person i was always meant to be😇 i wouldnt change my past for the world 🌍 🙅 bc if i did, i wouldnt be the person i am today 🌞 and i wouldng know all the things i do and i wouldnt have met any of you wonderful people👭 i cant change the past anyway, thats behind me now🔙 but what i can do is make my future 🔮 as bright 🔆 and happy 😊 as possible 🙆 by eating and working out 🏋️🏃 by studying hard 📖📚 and fighting and eating well 🍧🍫🍳🌯🍈🍇🍠 i am, with every bite, ever step, every minute i am still alive and not relapsing, i am bringing myself one step closer to what i want my life to become👼 and with all you amazing people by my side 💕 ik we can make it together 👊💁 and we can do WHATEVER we set our minds to🤗 so please my darlings 🙏 do NOT give up🙅 keep fighting with me and we can become the best that we can all possibly be💜🐢💜 #ed #edfam #edfamiliy #edrecovery #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoverychallenge #recoverywin #recovery #realrecovery #goodfood #veggie #vegeterian #beatana #noana #plantbased #icecream #benandjerrys #cookiedough
I've had Pepperoncini chips (150 cals), green tea with pomegranate (0 cals), some lunch meat (110 cals), and popcorn no butter (110 cals). I think I'll fast tomorrow. Also all pictures I post are my own unless I say otherwise. Stay strong guys! Recovery or just getting there to where you finally are thin enough to. #thin #workingtothin #proana #próana #anoreixa #mia #promia #bulimia #bulimic #anorexic #ed #eatingdisorder #starvingtoskinny
A different waiting room to add to that photo collection 📷. Seeing a gp I've never met before because I forgot to ask for my mental health care plan at my last appointment with my regular ED specialising GP and she has a 3 week waiting list. Quite anxious 😩 because I've had so many bad and invalidating experiences with GPs who don't have as much mental health experience. And also my emotions are really intense at the moment 😖. Normally I'm quite numb or disconnected from my emotions but the last few days I've been crying😢 and getting super angry 😡 all the time. It's a really strange experience because I almost never cry and now I can't stop 😭. Oh mental illness, just when I think I'm getting back in control and pulling my life together it throws me a curve ball ⚾️. Grateful to have Shadow looking after me 🐶 #assistancedogintraining #recovery #recoveringaussies #recoverywarrior #edrecovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #anarecovery #ana #anxietyrecovery #anxiety #gad #generalisedanxietydisorder #depressionrecovery #depression #mooddisorder #bpdrecovery #bpd #broken #brokenbeyondrepair #struggling #strugglingbutsurviving #mentalillness #mentalhealth #edfamily #outpatient
Agh I feel so fat 😭 cause I am! (Sorry I've been gone for a while to much drama in my life made my depression come back AND EXAMS ARE ON WEDNESDAY FML!) #depressed #anorexic #anorexia #bulimic #bulimia
У нас 3 часа ночи, время фоточек походу 😏 И когда я стану нормальной хз. Постоянно эти мысли. Уже 10 лет прошло, а я все еще в теме. Все еще на диетах. Все еще зависима от еды. Похоже это никогда не исчезнет и никогда не прекратиться. Ну не думала я о еде три года, да. Было компульсивное переедание. Запиралась дома одна при первой же возжности и ела все. Брала в маке, кфс, бургер кинге или просто доширак. Главное, что была одна и никто ничего не попросит. А когда мой молодой человек забегал домой на дежурстве поужинать, я прятала все и доедала когда он уйдет. До тошноты ела все все все. Что видела. А потом опять накрыло. В 73 кг. И я снова худею. И снова и снова. Мне кажется это меня никогда не отпустит. Мой любимый наркотик-голод. #дневникхудеющей #нежру #надиете #та #ana #anorexic #похудею #кидеалу #калории #рпп #типичнаяанорексичка
I'm gonna be like this with my husband 😂😂
Stay positive💗if you have negative thoughts 24/7 nothing good will come to you👎if you are positive and cheerful good things will come to you, it's your choice which one you want to choose👏 . . . . . 🅣🅐🅖🅢 . . . #l4l #help #depression #depressingquotes #depressed #depressing #anxiety #anxietyfeels #anxietyquotes #quotes #quote #motivation #motivational #motivationquote #motivationalquote #inspiration #inspiring #inspirationquotes #inspire #inspirequotes #quotesaday #deep #thefeels #feels #tagafriend #tagsomeone #support #supportingquotes #anorexic
Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes. And i can take it if i please... ~Marily Manson cover #bipolar #anorexic #bulimia #anxiety #anorexia #fat #girl #boy #fuckedup #mentallyill #disorder #itsokaytho #depression #depressed #dead
This hits home so fucking hard. I can't control anything anymore. I'm so tired and alone and Im so tired of myself. I want something new. I want to start over. I wish I never cut myself and I wish I wasn't so fucking unstable and sad and I wish I wasn't so fucking hurt over shit I can't control. I'm so fucking dumb and I hide everything from everyone one. Even my best friend because I would rather her not have to hear me whining about shit and I would rather her be happy then myself because my happiness doesn't matter. Or does it? I don't know. I've grown blind to everything and I'm scared. Oh how scared I am. I'm paranoid. Im terrified. This is going to be the first night alone in awhile and I think I'm going to cut myself. Tear my arm up. That'll make me level out right? I hope. If it doesn't work then I think this may be it. Song : White Blood by Oh Wonder Credit : @tornkids Another edit ••••••••••••• #cut #suicidal #selfharm #edits #depressingedits #sucidaledits #sadedits #love #breakup #depression #alone #tired #terrified #scared #help #sad #anxiety #anorexic #bulimic #bulimia #anorexia #triggerwarning #worthless #depressedteen #wanttodie
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💦March to the sea.💦 I need to clean my room today.. I really don't want to though. I haven't eaten yet, I thought I was hungry but then had some coffee and now I'm fine. I'll wait another hour and maybe have some soup. I miss Elena.. her girlfriend won't let her hang out with me and it's not fair.. we are best friends and we don't even get to see each other. It's bullshit. Anyways, this photo is a couple days ago! Thank god I was able to squeeze into those pants from when I was 112 pounds. If not I would have been sad.
And I always will. I really want to die right now. Haven't really been having the greatest day I guess. I can't breathe #selfhate #suicidal #selfharmmm #sad #ana #depression #alone #scars #anorexic #cut #tumblr #sadquotes #depressed #blood #suicide #fat #bulimia #cutting #broken #worthless #death #tumblrquotes #anorexia #numb #anxiety #lonely #mia #deathwish #pain #starve
I need to start wandering forests again because places like this are truly bliss #ana #mia #relapse #ed #ednos #anorexia #bulimia #binge #purge #eatingdisorder #fat #sad #anxiety #suicide #depressed #overweight #scars #broken #anorexic #bulimic #worthless
What's messier, my room or my life? Also I'm giving up Diet Coke for water because I never drink water and that can't be good for me. 🙄
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