#anorexia

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You want me to be "perfect" ... But how can I be perfect if I don't know what that is? Who else feels like this? ~ ~ ~ #cutting #mentalhealth #depressed #depression #suicidal #suicide #worthless #ugly #pathetic #unwanted #deepquotes #suicidaledits #depressingedits #sadedits #editing #emogirl #lonely #anorexia #bulimia #staystrong
Some guys laughed at me today. I don't know why but I felt very uncomfortable all day long. Feel huge and fat but hopefully I haven't eaten since the beginning of the day. 😅 I wasn't hungry anyway. #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #hatemybody #hatemyself #depressed #depression #deb #sue #bulimia #bulimic #ed #tca #mia #thin #skinny #wantobeskinny #weightgain #weightloss
Lunching on a barbecue vegi deli chicken sandwich with an apple, a satsuma 🍊 a clif bar and an alpro dessert moment 😄 🌼 morning snack was chickpeas. My body is going strange I nearly fainted in white Rose and my hr was about 54 😟 hmmm strange body. Hope you're all okay 💖 #edrecovery #anorexia #anxiety #depression #suicidal #selfharmmm #foodisfuel #edfamily #recoveryvsrelapse #veganfoodswap #vegan #vegansofig
Fav #lunch = Rice with Chicken strips❤😍
Sometimes I feel like, I would die... my heart still hurts. My day was as always boring. I cut my finger today on paper. Its the first time since Thursday that I saw blood. The bad memorys are coming back, but they'll never go. x x x #depression #heartbreak #brokenheart #die #suicide #killme #ritzen #depressionen #papercut #fakefriends #fakesmile #anorexia #anorexi
It's raining whole day!☔. It means pretty boring day front of the TV and study📚😳. What else can i do? And this👆 was my lunch a couple of days ago➡ quinoa, red beans, cottage cheese mixed with avocado!!!💪 and veggies💁 * * * * * #ed #ednos #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldiers #edwarrior #edfamily #edsoldiers #recovery #prorecovery #ana #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anarecovery #icaniwill #inspiration #healthyfood #strongnotskinny #staystrong #lunch #foodisfuel #behealthy #dnesjem #vegetarian #bojzanovytelo #fit #instafood
Lunch with the girls! 🌱
Sleep was not on Delilah's agenda last night 🙃 - - - In bed at 12, up at 7, rainy day, so that means puppy paws all over the floor.. 🐶☔️ house cleaned, laundry going, brekkie made, all before my morning class, cause that's how I roll 💃🏽
#Обед Овсянка с мёдом и семечками, яблоко и груша. Что-то я подсела на овсянку,ох как подсела. На ужин будет творог. Интересно, смогу ли я питаться месяц только фруктами, овсянкой и творогом, как раз к др схудну. Нужно задуматься 🙋 . . . . . . . . . #Ип #интуитивноепитание #пп #правильноепитание #здоровыйобразжизни #зож #Худею #45килограмм #рпп #анорексия #булимия #ана #мия #скажинет #дневникпитания #худеемвместе #спорт #фитоняшки #мотивация #health #breakfast #skinnygirls #losingweight #fat #foodporn #food #sport #anorexia #ED
Morning snack today is a Silk dark chocolate almond milk. I meant to post my contribution to the #onecupclub but I had a rough start to my morning. I woke up and ate part of breakfast, then felt incredibly nauseous so I laid down for "ten minutes" while my oatmeal was cooking. At 6:29, I woke up and realized I was running hecka late. So, breakfast was eaten on the run, hence a morning snack when I don't "have" to have one. A few months ago, I would have flipped out and skipped my breakfast items, gone into hysterics, and ruined any chance of a good morning for myself by focusing on the break from routine. I'm really proud of how far I've come, because I stayed calm, nourished myself, and rolled with it. Recovery is so worth it guys! This is a hard fight, but it's one you are capable of winning. I hope you all are having a good morning, please message me if you need anything at all!
[21st February | 03:05pm] Can't visit my boy... Hate my parents so bad. They don't understand that he's everything for me.. I mean.. He's my love! He means the world for me.. But noooo.. - #cut #ritzen #ritzen #alone #allein #alone #fat #fett #ana #anorexia #depressed #selfharm #suicide #suizid
Съела на ужин. Пекинская капуста, пророщенная пшеница, укроп и петрушка. Вообще лень что-либо постить. Интерес пропал 😐 #ана #булимия #мия #анамия #расстройствопищевогоповедения #рпп #кп #худею #будухудой #жир #жируха #жируходи #anorexia #ana #bulimia #mia #anamia #ed #weightloss #results #eatingdisorder #hate #fat #веган #vegan #govegan #veg
This is my #lunch - more or less. Just came home from school and i'm not really hungry but this pancake was leftover, so i took it. Have therapy and group therapy later on! Will be stressing but also nice☺ i love therapy! Thursday evening, the stress will be over... can't wait for it!!
I DID IT I DID IT!!!! I didn't throw up last night!!!! So thankful for @disordered.diary (Annie) because we both wanted to throw up, but didn't!!!!! If I had that binge food, I most definitely would have binged and purged that's for sure. Feeling good that I didn't throw up, but guilty about the protein bar, yogurt and rice cakes I had as a larger unplanned night snack I didn't throw up, but wanted to. Today will be a good day. Also special shoutout to my love @arcadianwildfire for being so wonderful💕 I re-read your comments last night to help get me through the urges I had last night. I'm so grateful for ALL the support I receive. I am so so lucky. Vegan chocolate protein zoats for the win!!! Half a zucchini, 3/4th banana, 1/2 cup gf oats, 1 cup unsweetened almond milk, 1 scoop chocolate vegan protein powder, 1 tbs baking cocao and for toppings: 1/4 cup plain Greek yogurt, 1 tbs chocolate chips, 1/4 banana, 1-2 tbs of peanut butter. Breakfast has always been my easiest meal to make complete and whole. I always wake up STARVING and I know I have all day to burn it off. I only have one class today and then reading the rest of the day and cleaning!! Took Chloe on a morning walk already💕 #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #eattogrow #eattolive #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #strongnotskinny #anoexiarecovery #anorexia #bulimiarecovery #bulimia #bingeeatingrecovery #bingeeating #recoveringbynourishing #balancednotclean #strongisthenewskinny #healthyfood #wholefood #glutenfree #celiacsdisease #glutenfreerecipes
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